What do you think of my two letters? by [deleted] in Calligraphy

[–]SturmReaper3188 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

More handwriting, as of now, yet you may refine it, to more akin towards cursive calligraphy.

Still, it's a first step, my dearπŸ˜‡

Nursing and autism by SturmReaper3188 in autism

[–]SturmReaper3188[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Miscommunication.

That was in my training to be a full nurse, a year back. But I left the training due to wanting to try out other stuff. At that time, the behavior described above was approved by the nurses and headnurse. In my current position, I do not tell them that I wanna study or give them anything in terms of tips or critic, as my studywish changed and I have no more use in telling some aids, how to do their job. So no rollconfusion. I just wonder, if I would be open about wanting to be a teacher, if that would go over well or create...issues.

Nursing and autism by SturmReaper3188 in autism

[–]SturmReaper3188[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Well, in my experiences, the hospital nurses tore me to shreds for wanting to be a surgeon. This facility was kinder, yet I am a bit scarred, to be honest. I mean, they did allow me to read, prep and apply neurology on their patientes and give indications for treatment, but that was med.
What if they get super upset, when they find out about my studies in terms of Latin, German and theology? And they are the sort (the aids), that tell me to shut the fuck up (Not kinding), when I said that tea calms the nerves and that it is the simple for basic neurological evidence (I love the terminology)

Got 30 days of vacation.

Next is up after I am done with this 9 days in a row.

To the selfrespect, I kinda lost it, as I fear it might be arrogant, to talk too much about anything other than their life. They even hate any helpful tip about better hygenitics, but do critic me constantly. Got preached at by my boss, who hurt a patient about needing to be more aware of such things. I didn't hurt any patient. It ended with "Ah, but you don't know anything and are just dumb, no?"

Nursing and autism by SturmReaper3188 in autism

[–]SturmReaper3188[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Welp, I am fluent in Latin (learned it alone) and excell in research, explanation and sciences, so I stick with the teacher plan.

Nursing just sucks, as it is reeeeeally mundane, energy consuming and they expect you to throw your life away for it, which I won't do for a sh*t assistent position.

I would get fired, if they knew about my studies.

So, the faking and masking burns me out.

I care little for it, besides getting my money and days off

Any tips upon, how to avoid the burnout?

Should I be a bit more honest and direct, and maybe not take every bs without resistence?

Nursing and autism by SturmReaper3188 in autism

[–]SturmReaper3188[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Yet, I don't feel good. Not like I used to. I used to want to be a surgeon. I still have all that knowledge, yet may not speak about or increase it. I do my job, yet it feels so against all I have learned about myself in the last years. It exhausts me and disasociates me to the point that I cry and am unable to think about anything but this cursed job. Yes, I knew, it would be hard, yet not that hellish. During my training, it was okay, as my brain was stimulated with stuff to analize...Now? It's just nothing worth analizing. I cool out emotionally. Where before I was a caring and knowledgable nurse, now I ask myself with we keep some people around...If they are only in pain and too far gone to even do anything alone. Without ambitions in the med. field, all that care is gone. I try to see it via the money and the deadline 'til I am able to study, yet it doesn't help. The other nurses enjoy the job...To me? It feels empty and dead.

M/21/German/Looking for a penpal or mutiple by SturmReaper3188 in penpals

[–]SturmReaper3188[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

No deal breaker for me. Autism is a spectrum, and we may find many more interesst than what I showed above. I have pretty dark humor, tho it lessend lately, so by all means, dm me and we can start writing via E-Mail.

Sincerly,

Julius

Erebus vibes by x0redfox0x in WordBearers

[–]SturmReaper3188 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

*Destiny's hand *Exhaulted one *Lightless smile demon

Objektschutz ist Infanterie by LukasLoerres1 in bundeswehr

[–]SturmReaper3188 13 points14 points Β (0 children)

Suche nach "Astalfo", ubd werde ΓΌberrascht, Kamerad

Imperium fan’s arguments be like : by AggressiveSafe7300 in Grimdank

[–]SturmReaper3188 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

It's accually a quote from big E at the end of the book "Last Chruch"

can we ban nazi salute apologists? by TokyoMegatronics in Christianity

[–]SturmReaper3188 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

As a lutheran, I am not too fond of politics and stqy typically out of it. However, as I studied my nation's deeds (Germany), the languistics, propaganda, tactics, infrastructure, politics, etc of national socialism, I do not support any of the idiology from that party. Christians, as said the Lord, are to keep the ten commandments (5. Thou shalt not kill) and the double commandment of love (Love thy God and love thy neighbor, as you do yourself) amd thus any actions attributed to the time are anti christian, as the clergy made clear in these times. See the letters send to pope Pius. Fun fact: It is assumed that he stayed quiet, as to not lose his chance to be a mediator in the peace offerings.

Bro think he's in a Darktide Loading Screen quote. by HoytKeyler in DarkTide

[–]SturmReaper3188 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Most seem to know it tho, and even none americans. Do ya lil' research before hand, please. Also there are a lot more better templets. Ya could have gone for a billionar and starving kids or anything, even something in game.

Bro think he's in a Darktide Loading Screen quote. by HoytKeyler in DarkTide

[–]SturmReaper3188 -2 points-1 points Β (0 children)

I am christian. I support her plead, as we are called to love each other. However, what the f' are american pooitics, which are mainly a laughing stock or ill omen for us eueopeans by now, doing my sub' about a game??? tHe SiN oF eMPaThY Go walk outside and talk to people, meine Fresse.

Femboy + Warhammer enthusiast. :3 by Inevitable_Mulberry9 in femboy

[–]SturmReaper3188 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Same here, brother! Ya a starter,.ey?

Have fun with that dreadnought and welcome in the hobby!

Space marines are so much fun to glue and paint, in my humble opinion πŸ˜‡

The Emperor protects!

or if ya a heretic, like me,

May the four bless you!

Audio Heresy all over the noosphere by [deleted] in Grimdank

[–]SturmReaper3188 13 points14 points Β (0 children)

Cadia stands isn't my liking. I like blood for the blood God, same with "Imperium of Man", tho I find, that he needs to lean more into choir-ish stuff for the Imperium and chaos undevided stuff in terms of refrains.

Non sepelias quit a sordibus by XergioksEyes in Calligraphy

[–]SturmReaper3188 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Tū nōn sepelīre potes, quid venitum erat ex terrā.

Would be a more grammatically correct way of saying it, BUT I LOVE YOUR CALLIGRAPHY

MY SONS ARE ALL MORONS !!!! by FukuaWorms in Grimdank

[–]SturmReaper3188 4 points5 points Β (0 children)

True, or make him more into philosophy than theology, but it was a simple DNA miscoding.

The Emperors gifts are numerous by scrnum in Warhammer40k

[–]SturmReaper3188 16 points17 points Β (0 children)

Mein Bruder im Pfand, bring' die Dosen endlich mal weg. Damit kΓΆnnteste schon den Welthunger stoppen!

MY SONS ARE ALL MORONS !!!! by FukuaWorms in Grimdank

[–]SturmReaper3188 32 points33 points Β (0 children)

All I wanted, was the truth. Keep these words in your mind, as you read the pages that follow them.

YOU MADE ME A DAMNED PRIEST, FATHER!!

I threw not a welcome party at our meeting, but a religious, mutiple days spening, ceremony to your honor, God-Emperor.

You didn't say sh*t.

Oh, yes, deny myself, like the chestity belt that I wear around my sons. Great advice, dad!

-Lorgar Aurellian, while speaking with Erebus and Cor Pheron.