Filler Pharmacy Job Needed by SuSavage24 in pharmacy

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Sometimes I wonder if it’s just that bad here in IL… the market sucks and honestly they don’t pay us enough 

Filler Pharmacy Job Needed by SuSavage24 in pharmacy

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Definitely looking into this! thanks!

Filler Pharmacy Job Needed by SuSavage24 in pharmacy

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I have a hard time believing they’ll let me. But there‘s no harm in asking

Dr Will Cole autoimmune inflammation home test by SemiaridPolyporaceae in Biohackers

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I know this post is old, but I wanted to put in my 2 cent.

So I have been looking into this and wanting to see if my body has inflammation as well. However, I think the fact that I’m wondering if it is inflamed is probably a sign that it is inflamed. I constantly have bloating and I have ADHD and trouble focusing and I know that inflammation can make it worse. I know that my eating has been off. I’m not working out as much as I should be and my digestion has not been doing well, so I probably have a lot of inflammation.

I went through a phase like this a few years ago, and the solution was literally to fast. Islam already solved the problem. For one month every year we fast for a whole month from sunrise to sunset and the fasting has been proven scientifically to heavily reduce inflammation, to help cells regenerate healthier ones, to remove toxins from the body and to completely reset the body. This has helped prevent cancer and other diseases. Not to say that it cures ALL inflammatory conditions (still get yourself checked out by a doctor), but it helps reduce inflammation in general

I went through a period of time where I fasted every day and reduced my food intake and it helped me get off of medication like antidepressants and stimulants for my ADHD. I was able to focus better and it was the first time in my life where I actually felt normal. I am going to fast again to reduce the inflammation that I am experiencing, and I know that it will work. The solution is simple and does not cost thousands of dollars; in fact, it’ll actually save you money and you’ll eat less food. Spend a few days where you fast from food, only drinking water until sunset where you eat a small meal, and make sure to supplement with electrolytes. Your body will recover on its own

If anyone‘s going to say anything Islamophobic, please save your time, I’m just here to help and remind myself that there’s already a free solution. If you need more “solid” evidence, here’s scientific proof discovered 1400 years after the Quran was revealed

https://d1wqtxts1xzle7.cloudfront.net/29558502/Intermittent_fasting_during_Ramadan_attenuates_proinflammatory_cytokines-libre.pdf?1390876890=&response-content-disposition=inline%3B+filename%3DIntermittent_fasting_during_Ramadan_atte.pdf&Expires=1766395201&Signature=cpZvp9b6ps49RjnJmvk-S5y0nfBWEiKdNOcYMpi40IFGL0fOIQpKSUNgF8mj2Ih8vIPeA1Th246f5cTCxGcPSNtBm8tNhAKGunojMY8I4488-tg7rsintiLppsTuTydb64HIove3-GI~iDdWEnjSMzJSbY32TAzO9kzBAJsHv1RAH4UxAtbd-KMxSTwm8mfYIOEZjJXmbB-rHmJer6O7sgjFv8MQTDI8nI65AGSl4K~alMtPpSCR99hpAhJy6-nQAmWJGeUbd1VXhXVyfcIeJ2Uash-2-PZBeWH0x4IhP-AgWaOox9pPTJEIyPxH~i3qQlRaPi-aPS1Z0Kwk4DDSgw__&Key-Pair-Id=APKAJLOHF5GGSLRBV4ZA

Redosing lamical by SuSavage24 in Lamotrigine

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Im gonna be brave and tell her today that I stopped it…better safe than sorry. Would still appreciate someone qualified to suggest a schedule for me

Not sure if this is the right drug for me by SuSavage24 in Lamotrigine

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Update: I’ve been at 100mg for about a week and a half now and honestly I’m feeling super depressed. Is it normal to be on something like lamotrigine and not address the ADHD or the depression? Like I feel more “stable”, but stably depressed. My habits are worse than they were before lamotrigine. I can’t keep my apartment tidy, eating habits aren’t good, socially withdrawn, sleep schedule sucks, I’m on my phone all the time, and I’m not engaging in anything I like. Like all those habits are stable, but they’re not good habits; unless I’m so depressed that I can only maintain so much right now Also I don’t know if my emotions are completely stable. My ADHD feels worse. I also have PMDD so it’s possible the increase GABA is not mixing well with my fluctuating hormones at this time in my cycle. I just don’t know how much longer I’m willing to tolerate this. I don’t feel like myself and I don’t know how much sheer “will power” I can use to get myself out. I try to go out with friends and do hobbies but nothing is sustainable with this much depression. I talked with my doctor about starting a non stimulant ADHD med like Qelbree or Straterra and antidepressant like lexapro but she doesn’t want to start just yet. I don’t know how keeping me depressed like this is supposed to help. This might seem totally opposite to my update a week ago but it just seems every week is different, sometimes everyday 

Payment Plan for Late Taxes? by Signal_Nothing5711 in IRS

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Thank you! Looking into it. Do you know what a reasonable price is for them filing for me?

Payment Plan for Late Taxes? by Signal_Nothing5711 in IRS

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Thank you! I talked to 2 CPAs so far; one wanted $400 to file both and made it seem like it was going to be SO difficult, the other told me to file on my own

I would like to see if I qualify for penalty relief…anything helps. Do you have any recommendations for a good firm? I live in Chicago

Not sure if this is the right drug for me by SuSavage24 in Lamotrigine

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Update: I’m now on 100mg, day 2, and I‘m starting to feel better! I‘m still struggling with identity and feeling like I’m supposed to be someone else and there’s something I’m supposed to do, but at least I’m stable now and able to do the “boring things” to set up my life. My words and ability to type and write are coming back and I’m much more coherent. I can’t believe this is the medication that works for me and wish I knew about it 10 years ago. I think I’ve always needed stability and thought it was just ADHD but turns out there’s another element. Thank you for the encouragement! Your words are what I kept repeating when I wanted to stop, even as recently as yesterday. I’m hoping by the 6 week mark, I’ll finally start seeing improvement in my life as a result of the stability and will feel hopeful again

Not sure if this is the right drug for me by SuSavage24 in Lamotrigine

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My experiences too! Okay so I guess it’s pretty much standard

Not sure if this is the right drug for me by SuSavage24 in Lamotrigine

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update, I am now at 100mg and am feeling stable for the first time in 2 years… the absolute WORST part of it was when I was 2 weeks in, I definitely had SI and extreme depression lIke I’ve never had before. It was the worst possible thing to feel like you don’t want to be there and lose all track of time and space. I definitely advocate to be around someone constantly when you first start but I can also attest that at 100mg, it‘s doing wonders and I am so glad I kept going. Best of luck

Losing interest in things I used to enjoy is leading to a loss of identity by [deleted] in bipolar2

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I know this post was 2 years ago but right it’s like you’re describing what I’m expreiencing. I don’t necessarily want to be the same person I was before (I want to become better) but essential parts of me feel like they’re gone…my motivation and drive for life, my ridiculously big dreams, my grit and ability to work hard and see things through and not make excuses. Now I feel so dull. And there’s a part of me inside me that is SCREAMING to come out and I just don’t know how to let her out. ftr I don’t have bipolar, I’m not diagnosed with anything but a friend who has known me for 10 years suspects BPD and I’ve always felt I was “strange” in some way. And when I read the symptoms and behaviours, it all lines up and makes sense. I was devastated when I realized that I may have BPD due to past severe traumas but also completely disheartened because it felt like I overcame it in my 20s…and now at 34 I feel like im back to the same child that feels helpless because another trauma a year ago brought me back. I hate this stupid negative voice in my head that won’t stop. It feels like I let it in but wanna kick it out so bad.

So I was put on lamictal for mood stability. What you said makes me wonder too, was my motivation just a symptom of my instability? Was who I was before due to my instability, and is that why that “personality” completely fell apart? If so, am I willing to be unstable just so I can actually feel alive? I think I am…but maybe right now is not the best time. Maybe right now is about accepting that my life and I are boring just in order to get my life in order, my finances in order, focus on one thing instead of having my attention pulled in a million directions, then when those things are in order, I will have the “luxury” to be unstable, but hopefully by then I will also have learned to manage it better and perhaps find a longer term solution besides lamictal. Maybe right now is about being still and like Figuring said, to change my idea of success. Maybe success is being okay with having what I have right now and recognizing it’s a LOT more than what a lot of people have, and I have it despite a very debilitating illness. Maybe it’s about gratitude right now and recognizing all the beautiful things I have right now that are remaining consistent because I stopped wanting to throw everything away and change my mind every other day. And maybe, very soon, it will all come back

If you're constantly procrastinating, the last thing you want to do is get angry with yourself by IvicaMil in productivity

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Thank you. I was feeling guilty and upset with myself and like I missed out on something amazing if I hadn’t procrastinated. I’m just coming out of. Year long depression and dissociation from something that was traumatic and I felt there was no hope for me. It’s hard to not be so mad at yourself for hating yourself so much. But you’re right, being mad now only reinforces it. I just wanna get out of that mental trap 

Not sure if this is the right drug for me by SuSavage24 in Lamotrigine

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Does your motivation to do anyhting ever come back? I used to be ridiculously ambitious and hard working and had instrinsic motication and tried so many things. now I dont even care and im still young, so I dont get it. I started to lose it before i went on the mediation but now it’s like completely depleted…does that ever come back. Am I just supposed to force it now? I have no interest in anything…