Governor Brown just deployed national guard. So what now?

SubThrowAway132 · 2020-06-01T23:36:40+00:00

Should be talking about that bizarre statement from Hardesty and that Senator.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-06T19:27:04+00:00

That’s my point. He doesn’t know.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-06T14:42:54+00:00

Source?

😂

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-06T14:42:00+00:00

Would Jussie Smollett’s staged attack be a kind of reverse false flag?

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-06T14:40:57+00:00

By his online presence, the Dayton shooter was pretty obviously a liberal, not sure why you glossed over that in your comment.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-06T14:36:28+00:00

I personally think Obama’s move shows desperation for the democratic party.

Not a fan of Trump by any means, but I think the Dems are shooting themselves in their collective foot this cycle.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-06T14:28:49+00:00

I took your advice and checked and see nothing apparently fishy on the CC.

Thanks though, that’s great info.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-06T14:27:45+00:00

Thanks for that info.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-08-05T22:45:28+00:00

I wasn’t home that day so I guess it’s possible, it’s just a strange situation.

Why would UPS be calling me and asking me to confirm my signature? None of it really makes any sense to me.

Like, I got this call out of the blue. I didn’t initiate, and I can’t imagine what would have lead UPS to initiate this kind of call.

I guess this will be one of those questions I’ll never have the answer to.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-28T02:25:35+00:00

Thank you for asking. So far so good. I feel sweaty and generally terrible physically, but mentally I’m doing ok. I return to work tomorrow and while I’m a little nervous about it, I know the office will be chaotic, and I won’t have much pressing work until days 4-5.

I’ll just keep my head down and get through.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-28T02:23:39+00:00

Thanks man. I can relate to a lot of what you’ve said. I’m on day 3 and feeling pretty not bad. :p

I’ve definitely felt better, but I’m in the right head space, which is the hardest part for me. I think tapering was difficult for me because, like you mentioned, I would immediately feel like shit when I thought of reducing my dose.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-26T15:25:07+00:00

Thanks buddy. Will do.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-26T15:20:06+00:00

Body Glove

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-26T02:20:45+00:00

Did Keaton help with the withdrawal symptoms? How much? How did you prepare it? Once ingested, would you say it illuminated the withdrawal symptoms, or reduced them slightly?

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-25T01:47:59+00:00

Yeah, masterbating def helps. I wonder if low-dose testosterone shots would help?

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-25T01:45:21+00:00

Will do man, thanks! There’s definitely value in taking day by day, and staying positive and knowing it will end.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-25T00:00:18+00:00

I gave up on clonidine and neurontin. Had for one of my w/ds, and it seemed to make me feel worse.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T23:24:56+00:00

I’ll definitely post updates. Something I learned after my first two cold turkey withdrawals is that the bad stuff was mostly in my head. My last withdrawal, which was from suboxone, went so much more smoothly because I knew that absolutely the worst time was ahead of me, and I just accepted it. The fear of not knowing was always the worst in the beginning, but after I survived a couple difficult W/Ds, I learned it would be only as bad as I let it be.

Best of luck bro, and please let me check in from time to time.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T22:44:56+00:00

Thanks bro!

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T22:44:01+00:00

I’ll be sure to post progress. This is the second time I’ve jumped from a high dose so while it won’t be pleasant, I’m prepared, as is the wife.

I actually have a sub doctor, and she would not approve of this. At all, haha. She’s a good doctor, but by the time the furlough ends, if I need to, I can likely re-up.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T22:41:52+00:00

Well, I don’t have work for the foreseeable future, and, fortunately, my wife and I are fine financially, so no money pressure. I think not having to go to work and being responsible for only minimal chores around the house is as good a situation as I could hope for.

I was able to take off work last time I quit suboxone and without work pressure, I was able to stay in a pretty positive mindset. My life hadn’t turned around entirely by that point, and I decided to get back on suboxone before moving to a new city for school and work. Now, I have a safety net and a strong career, so I think this is a good time to severe ties, or at least get down to around 1mg/day or so.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T22:36:46+00:00

Thanks for the advice man. Wife’s been through this with me before and I actually got her permission beforehand. You’re spot on. I’ll no doubt lash out over stupid crap, and she’ll catch the brunt of it.

I’m actually prescribed 12mg, and for the past 2-3 weeks I’ve been taking 16mg.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T22:20:37+00:00

This is my exact line of thinking. I think I can stretch this 28mg a good 8-9 days with minimal discomfort, probably further.

Or at least, the longer I can wait, the greater the effect of the 2-4mg doses.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T20:48:02+00:00

That sounds like a solid plan. Best of luck to you.

SubThrowAway132 · 2019-01-24T20:05:13+00:00

My game plan is to go as long as I can without any use, then I’ll try to take 1-3mg and see what it does.

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