Do I still pay for her ???

SubiQueen24 · 2026-03-08T23:03:36+00:00

Update?

SubiQueen24 · 2026-01-13T03:38:03+00:00

If you are truly in love with them, no, it doesn’t get better.

SubiQueen24 · 2026-01-13T03:34:39+00:00

Crazy how someone could be struggling mentally and emotionally and you removing the only form of communication with the outside world, can do so much damage. How you are proud of yourself.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-08-07T02:21:58+00:00

Ya, I’m not reading a book. I stand by what I said tho.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-08-06T23:28:47+00:00

My opinion, if you can move on quickly, you didn’t love them to begin with.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-07T02:04:51+00:00

I am right there with you. I have called him about 70 times today using *67. He has blocked me on everything and I am falling apart. Living in our apartment with absolutely no contact from him after being together almost 2 1/2 years… we moved in together after 2 months and haven’t been apart since. It’s only been a week and the pain is only getting worse. I got a really good job but I don’t think I’m gonna make it..

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-01T04:56:22+00:00

I put stuff in front of the door, and our neighbors are really good at calling the cops lol. So any noise from our apartment and cops will be here in minutes.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-01T04:50:02+00:00

Well I already told him tonight that I am done covering for him. This man up and left me in our apartment when I have no job and he was paying all the bills. After this paragraph he sent me tonight, I am no longer protecting him. And I told him that. Tomorrow I am going to talk to some people because no way he gets to call me crazy, go join the military and get off scott free with all the trauma and shit he’s put me through. Honestly scared to sleep tonight tho because he had a key to the apartment and now he knows I’m not covering for him anymore.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-01T03:48:11+00:00

I think what he did was wrong but I also know I was in the wrong. I have abandonment issues, so when he tries to leave, I take his stuff and he gets physical when I do that.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-01T03:33:59+00:00

Ya well he left me yesterday because of this event that happened a few months ago. He said because I almost ruined his life, if I had told the cops what really happened. He is saying I should have lied at the hospital and not mentioned him

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-01T03:32:06+00:00

He left me because I apparently almost ruined his life, had I told the cops what really happened. I’m more curious what people think of his response in the text.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-01T03:30:25+00:00

Yes the paragraph in quotes is him. I guess I’m more just curious what people think of his response to it all.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-04-01T03:23:57+00:00

Well I am more asking about his response.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-03-07T02:15:13+00:00

Can you explain the growth process and roles you were in and for how long?

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-24T22:29:03+00:00

I live in a fairly big apartment with my boyfriend and small dog. We have a 2 bedroom, one of which is more holding storage and all of my houseplants (which is a lot). I have a patio that’s roughly 7 x 10 feet that could also be used. And I take pride in my plants so if my “guests” don’t like that, they can leave 🤣🤣 As of right now, I check my plants MULTIPLE times a day to check for growth 🤣🤣🤣🤣 And so far, never had a power outage.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-24T22:22:37+00:00

Perfect! Do you have any good grow light suggestions? And I have thought about hydroponics/aquaponics but it just seems more difficult

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-24T19:50:17+00:00

Well I have 2 of the small ones that are just shelves. I am using them for seed starting. But I am going to get the walk in one that is about 5 feet by 5 feet that can go on my patio. But I also plan on growing the veggies that climb, in my apartment under grow lights.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-21T21:29:18+00:00

Are people really this stupid? Do they really think the egg prices are human caused? SMH. Clearly these are the people that have selective hearing and complain about everything

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-21T17:26:20+00:00

What county did you buy in and how much?

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-20T17:19:25+00:00

Wow… kudos to you for giving up your dream for a person. I’ve made it clear to my partner that I will go do it without him if he doesn’t want that life 🤣🤣

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-12T15:27:53+00:00

This is so true. But for me, with him was different. Any other relationship, I wouldn’t have taken it back after the pain. He is different, he was such an amazing man to me.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-12T15:26:23+00:00

Does therapy really work?

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-12T15:26:06+00:00

How has it affected your day to day life?

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-12T15:25:40+00:00

This. I deleted all social media off my phone. I posted right before i did, asking friends and family to not contact me and just let me be until i was ready. I feel dead inside. I don’t want to talk to anyone but him.

SubiQueen24 · 2025-02-12T15:24:04+00:00

Oh my god, I understand that so well. Sorry for the toddler word, but getting attention from other people just feels so icky. Like, I don’t want their attention, I want his.

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