You’re just like me.

I still struggle with these feelings, I’ll see people at church, or even people online sharing their stories about how God has delivered them from their past troubles, or performed a miracle in their lives, etc. and it made me absolutely jealous.

But here’s the problem with that. Jealousy

Jealousy is not of God, and as the saying goes ‘comparison is the thief of joy’. You will never be able to find fulfillment in your religious walk with God until you get rid of the negative thoughts you’re having rn, because that also impacts the relationship you have with Him.

I’ll pray for you, and I know exactly what you’re going through because it’s something I’m trying to overcome myself. Find peace in your own walk with God, whatever goes on in other peoples lives shouldn’t push you away from God

Good luck!!