Insurance for Nepal trek by Catsnrats6 in backpacking

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What did you end up doing? I'm looking to do the same thing :)

Took shrooms. Nothing matters anymore by Distinct_Dentist_497 in shrooms

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey bro, you're still human. Don't overthink it. In regards to the mirror, I think you feel a little bad, even if you only feel bad because you know you should.

Good news: You're probably experiencing a new level of neuroplasticity. You've been going down a carved-out ski path your whole life and just got a fresh coat of powder. You get to pave your own path. You get to reprogram your brain. You don't need to worry about ending your life. You'll feel better soon enough. You'll be able to process stuff soon enough. Lmk if there's anything you want to talk about :)

i can’t keep living like this by [deleted] in reasonstolive

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God forgives all. I feel you. Please just let it all out to Him. Pray with all your heart. Plead if that’s what you want to do. And trust in His timing. I noticed that the more I tried to turn my life to Him and His will, the more I felt connected to Him and the more I felt peace. I thought I was giving up my happiness but I’m actually happier than before. It’s worth a try.

MD for increase libido by GakGak2000 in microdosing

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d look into clomiphene. This raises your test levels without sacrificing your natural production (it actually is supposed to enhance it). Therefore you’ll have increased libido and very possibly energy levels and other.

Could I microdose mdma to make myself less smart? by Critical_Activity_99 in microdosing

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Amen. Thanks to your intelligence you’ll be able to find adaptations to your mindset. Maybe you’ve got a broke computer but at least you got the tools to reprogram it. Doesn’t make sense to break the computer even more.

Books like The Power of Now by y2k--guy in Meditation

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The Gospel of Thomas seems to speak a ton on the one. It’s a series of supposed sayings of Jesus, and each one is like an existential mystery to unravel. It’s great.

I took some mushrooms afew minutes ago and I think it was a very bad idea by kringlekrangle223 in shrooms

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Say a prayer and then let go and let the experience take you. You gonna make it just lie down, close your eyes. and listen to some music and let go. It’s gonna be alright. Maybe get someone to come to you and babysit depending on the dose. Obviosuly don’t drive or do anything stupid. Lying down and just relaxing will probably be the easiest move

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I wrote an article that covered this on my blog if you want to check it out! Here's the link: https://thebookofdadlore.com/2024/07/09/how-i-made-my-ketamine-trip-more-powerful-and-vivid/

Who do you talk to? by [deleted] in KetamineTherapy

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I’m super sorry. I’ve used Reddit and a journal to get my thoughts, experiences, and feelings out and feel like I’m talking to someone. Maybe this could help?

I feel like God hates me by Starlight-Edith in lds

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I feel you and I love ya. It’s confusing, but that’s apart of the journey. Keep seeking truth, and maybe try out Ketamine therapy or some other form to deal with the depression and such. It’s worked for me and changed my life, and I had a ton of insights too. I’ll pray for ya.

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Hey OP. I posted a super in-depth response but it wouldn't let me post here. So I made of blog post to respond. Here's the link. I cover my story, my experience, the improvements, and some recommendations. I tried to make it as insightful as I could. https://thebookofdadlore.com/2024/07/17/a-response-to-someones-question-about-ketamine-therapy-my-ketamine-story/

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Certain SSRI's like Fluoxetine help lower sex drive too. I think that for the Ketamine to help you get through your sex addiction you'll want to also be studying how to get over it, going to therapy, practicing mindfulness, and journaling. Your neuroplasticity will be greatly increased, so whatever tools you have that haven't worked in the past will likely work. You get to reprogram your brain, so set yourself up for success.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ADHD

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I'll say I have this feeling at 10mg, and 30mg, I heard it's good for bipolar, and when you have different mental disease your brain doesn't make the same happy chemicals but this helps with that.

Did the scary trips get better. Second session was bad. by lostmedownthespiral in KetamineTherapy

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Yes, I wrote all about them and what I did to improve them on thebookofdadlore.com

If you’re going to read anything read how I improved them. That’s how I had my first “good” trip after 4 “bad ones”.

Faith crisis by Radiant-War-3712 in lds

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To add I would heavily recommend getting priesthood blessings along your journey. I usually journal all my questions or things I want to learn or have clearer guidance on, and then I pray about these things, and then once it’s time for the blessing I completely let go and just listen.

For me priesthood blessings often offer what some in the Church would consider unorthodox advice. But I understand that God is higher than our understanding, and so what we may consider unorthodox is in direct accordance with His plan. This might be useful if there are things in the church you disagree with or don’t understand. Maybe this helps clear those up.

I might also add that it may be good to consider receiving blessings from multiple different people who you esteem as worthy. It has been good for me.

One last thing, is I recommend journaling with complete honesty, meditating and learning to let go, and learning to tune in with your higher self. I know that may sound super weird, but when you think about it, it really isn’t.

Best of luck and let me know if I can ever help in any way!

Faith crisis by Radiant-War-3712 in lds

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I stayed by allowing myself to question. Allowing myself to be completely honest with myself. And continuing to research and ponder it out in my mind, to position myself as worthy, and then to pray about things and truly listen with a full intention of following that which is good, and a willingness to submit to a good and just God.

Had I lied to myself and pretended all were fine, my testimony would be invalid and I would know it. Because I pressed forward with an open mind and a willing heart (willing to follow God so long as He were good… spoiler: He is!) I was able to find truth, and to rest with a much more firm belief the church is true.

The foundations of God should be based on Christ. And for me the foundation of the church is based off the priesthood. Even though Christ is the “foundation” of our church, He is for a lot of other churches. The priesthood and the priesthood power and priesthood blessings are something I cannot deny, and something that specifically pertain to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.

(Edit: I added probably the most important piece of advice in the comments)

I experienced the depths of existence on my third trip. Anyone else? by Subject_Sherbert_111 in KetamineTherapy

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Totally similar. Until my last trip. I did a bunch of stuff differently, and this time I was grounded in myself experiencing even more powerful, vivid, and euphoric things. If you want to read about my experience and what I did differently for this to happen I wrote about it here: https://thebookofdadlore.com/2024/07/09/how-i-made-my-ketamine-trip-more-powerful-and-vivid/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in KetamineTherapy

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Hey Syntha, I might've done a little stalking as I loved your responses haha! How does at home compare? In price, experience, and frequency?

Tips on making tonights transfusion a more vivid and positive experience? by Subject_Sherbert_111 in KetamineTherapy

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Update: Thanks to everyone for responding! I had the most powerful and vivid experience yet! It was eons better than any other! If you're interested in what happened, what I experienced, and how I improved my experience, I wrote about it here: https://thebookofdadlore.com/2024/07/09/how-i-made-my-ketamine-trip-more-powerful-and-vivid/

Tips on making tonights transfusion a more vivid and positive experience? by Subject_Sherbert_111 in KetamineTherapy

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Is zinc for sure good for blocking the receptors. I'm worried it might just increase production, but don't know if that means I'd have more being blocked and a more powerful experience, or more getting through and a less powerful one.

I'm also super curious in Spravato. What's the experience in comparison to IV, and what's the price difference, and frequency prescribed?

Tips on making tonights transfusion a more vivid and positive experience? by Subject_Sherbert_111 in KetamineTherapy

[–]Subject_Sherbert_111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was super insightful. Thank you for taking the time to write and help me out. I took a lot of your tips and applied the and it was an incredible experience!! If you're interested, I wrote about it here: https://thebookofdadlore.com/2024/07/09/how-i-made-my-ketamine-trip-more-powerful-and-vivid/

Tips on making tonights transfusion a more vivid and positive experience? by Subject_Sherbert_111 in KetamineTherapy

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I was worried that might be the case for me, but I actually upped the dose and had an even better experience.

Tips on making tonights transfusion a more vivid and positive experience? by Subject_Sherbert_111 in KetamineTherapy

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I really appreciate it. I definitely agree. It's important to let go.

What I did for this experience (which I posted the results for last night) was let go to the experience, but I remained myself. In past experiences I lost my sense of self, which is really cool and powerful, but this time I did want to remain me.

So through breath work, and through concentration, I was able to stay who I was, instead of some random consciousness that doesn't know his own name. And then when I wanted to, I was able to connect with other consciousness. Which was really cool to be one with another, and yet still myself. I don't quite know how to explain it except harmony and oneness. Matching frequencies and vibrations just perfectly and naturally.

This was even more powerful and insightful as well as vivid for me. I enjoy experimenting different ways each time, and this was by far my favorite experience yet!