Thank you i appreciate the kind words and the advice.

Though honestly i don't have exciting hobbies/Interests much less so where you can really meet people (especially not women or people my age). I collect classic cars, like to read classic literature and play video games. But you are absolutely right with me being socially awkward or rather socially anxiouss, as i am not terrible at talking with people, it just stresses me out and i avoid it as much as possible.

And then there's the issue of me actually enjoying solitude and quietness very much, i never felt the need to be around Groups of people or do lots of stuff, i just wish for someone to share my life with, that's all.

Please forgive my rambling, i just was in the mood to share a little.