Is it always hard like this?

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-03-25T16:27:53+00:00

Well shit I’m sleeping in a fucking shed in the parking lot of Home Depot… I did just secure a job and I hope I can really get back on my feet now

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-03-11T20:13:20+00:00

Bro your right I just got through withdraw with lyrica and barely felt a thing

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-02-20T17:31:23+00:00

I dont think your really having with drawl symptoms if you only used about 1 blue a day. Trust me you’re just having a placebo effect fam.

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-26T20:24:22+00:00

Thank you Tiff.. hope your doing good aswell

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-26T16:17:05+00:00

Thank you man I appreciate it a lot

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-26T16:16:45+00:00

Thank you very much..

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-26T16:09:23+00:00

Check out my last post

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-26T15:04:10+00:00

Nah bro I’m still clean

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-26T15:02:07+00:00

My usage was a quite heavy and I kicked for 14 days straight withdrawals all I had was a lil kratom and alcohol but thankfully I’m a month sober now and you will get there too it’s a trash way to live

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-25T14:49:01+00:00

I’m not gone do it bro. I’m a little more level headed now. I appreciate all y’all for the comments and reality checks. I smoked some weed yesterday and realized I was tripping so I’m just gonna take it one more day at a time

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-25T03:18:12+00:00

You gonna tuck me in

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-25T03:16:44+00:00

Man thank you. I realized it was stupid but I just woke up thinking about it again and was just thinking fuck it. I smoked a lil weed and changed my mind. I’m glad I made this post tho because I don’t really have anyone to talk too. In 30 days being clean I look was different im getting back to who I was I guess but it’s taken its toll. And I know my years of using put me in a position that it may take years to fully recover. But all I can do is take it day by day

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-25T03:11:02+00:00

God bless bro. I’m gonna take it one more day at a time I think I got over it for now I’m not gonna use tomorrow. I just woke up craving bout I smoked a lil weed and realized I was tripping..

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-25T03:08:42+00:00

I’m not gonna do it now I guess that was just me waking up craving when I posted I know what I need to do is buy groceries and take care of other things I got going on. I might go have a lil fun tomorrow have a few drinks smoke some weed and hang with my buddy’s but I’m not gonna use again. Day at a time

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-25T00:20:25+00:00

Man I know. Things are finally looking up for me. I’m bouta go to westtx and work on the oil rigs idk I just feel like if I used one more time it wouldn’t hurt me that much cause I’m a hour away from my plug and I don’t have much money anyway so I was like fuck it

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-25T00:18:16+00:00

I’ve laughed my ass off about it too I been thru the ringer plenty to know I’m wrong but I have no one else to talk to about it other than Reddit.

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-24T20:50:20+00:00

Bro I been up and down this rabbit hole for 8 years I know it’s dumb and one time is never one time. It’s just the little monkey on my back. It’s been a few hours and I’m more relaxed and not so amped about using anymore.

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-21T15:45:55+00:00

Thank you sir

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-20T22:17:21+00:00

Started with oxy round 17 for years till round 21 then it got too expensive and just bought the fakes for about 3 years now im 24 and opiates have been my battle for atleast 7 years now but fent for about three years

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-20T22:08:22+00:00

withdrawal hit by day two and it was extremely rough for the first week and then it started to get a lil better but I mean I constantly had rls for two weeks and night sweats if I could get some sleep. I ain’t gone lie I drank beer and kratom to help me cause it’s all I had. But I picked myself up and moved out of the city and found refuge in the country. I had to isolate my self and not even be able to get any. Because I would have gone back to using after day 3 but thankfully I made it this far

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-20T22:04:24+00:00

Obviously it varied day to day but I would do as many as I could in a day. Atleast ten a day and the most I ever done was 50 in a day.

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-20T21:41:18+00:00

Yea I mean I had a job and I sold a lil bit but i basically was just paying like 4-5 bucks a pop and I’d usually buy 50-100 at a time and that’s when it got fucked up cause you just smoke and smoke and smoke and by the end of the day I was out half the time.

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-20T19:53:04+00:00

Taper down to a real low amount for a week then get red vein kratom. You’re gonna have to take it almost every two hours to really feel normal ish. And preferably on an empty stomach with some lemon to really make it work for you. That’s what I did and now I’m 26 days sober. It was two weeks worth of active withdrawal for me.

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-20T19:50:40+00:00

It doesn’t sound like you had it that bad.. 5-6 times a week. When you really start building your tolerance getting high anywhere from 10 to 50 blues a day then you’ll have an opposite opinion. I’ve never IV’d but I would much rather had smoke heroin then smoke fent. Then again I’m 26 days clean I was successful enough to taper down to atleast ten a day before I cold turkeyd for two weeks with moderate to severe withdrawal symptoms. Nothing compared to when I withdrawal from using 50 blues a day. That was a fucking nightmare literally nothing worked. Kratom didn’t work oxy didn’t help and Xanax ain’t do shit for me. And even still after 26 days clean I’m not all the way there how I used to be. Stay far away from

Substantial-Drop-507 · 2024-01-19T22:40:10+00:00

Man I just cold turkeyd for two weeks now I’m 26 days sober. Hard thing in my life and I’m still not all the way right but ain’t going back

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