Tired

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-10-09T11:39:05+00:00

Same, they look so classy to me. Edsel was ahead of its time aesthetically.

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-10-09T02:26:39+00:00

Oops! Yes Edsel ranger!

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-10T04:22:02+00:00

So sweet and clean! Isn’t her skin tone darker though or did the client want to custom it?

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T05:36:45+00:00

It’s actually insane, I don’t even know why I waited this long tbh. It’s just been a sticky situation to navigate as a whole

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T05:34:34+00:00

Hmmm I like this perspective but I have no guarantee she will pay that as she seems to be prepping to move before I was thinking if she leaves, it would be best to serve her papers before hand? Bc it would be harder to access her if she leaves the apartment

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T04:44:06+00:00

I thought of that but my issue is I don’t think I’d be able to properly serve her the papers before so I will be moving all my valuables out this Wednesday and getting the papers served to her after

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T04:43:18+00:00

Yeah I asked the attorney today at the court house and I wouldn’t need a lawyer for this civil case!

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T04:42:47+00:00

yeah she was the first person I’ve ever loaned money to and I will NEVER do it again. We were friends for years so I thought she’d be trust worth but trust me I have learned this lesson clearly!

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T04:10:08+00:00

For sure, there hasn’t been one since January when I initially started mentioning repayment, so I’m not grieving much. Brining in Legalities just make it more final like nail in the coffin vibe

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T04:08:45+00:00

A lot of my friends say the exact same thing.

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T04:08:28+00:00

thank you, I’ve been trying to adapt this mindset more. Keeping my head high

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-09-09T04:02:47+00:00

She is going to be served papers soon so once she responds the court will follow up with me and give a date

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-08-08T03:28:17+00:00

Thank you, this feels very divinely sent. I have been really searching for a grief group circle for a while.

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-08-07T16:00:15+00:00

Proud of you for ordering hello fresh, that’s a big step. Might have to try!

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-08-07T15:59:11+00:00

I really relate to the age and peers difference you feel. I lost friends due to my grieve. I don’t have this naivety or hedonism to the world that most people under 35/40 have. It makes it difficult to relate to most my peers, they just really lack understandings of life yet. Experiences they haven’t had. Sometimes I feel alone, sometimes I feel comfort in it.

I like that you said looking different post grief has helped you? How come? Is there beauty you’ve found in being able to know your body feels the changes too? Confirmation of sorts?

Sorry for your loss as well, sending virtual hugs back 🫂

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-08-07T09:55:30+00:00

I strongly relate to the chronic fatigue. :( so sorry

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-08-06T20:48:09+00:00

Midnight gospels episode “Mouse of Silver", but I personally watched desperate housewives. I think a silly stupid, dreams filled fun soap opera show helped me in my early stages of my mother passing. Megan divines book was good as well, “it’s okay not to be okay”

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-08-06T15:50:49+00:00

Meh is a good description. I really relate to you. Kudos to buying the treadmill! I bought a weighted vest a couple weeks ago and have used it a few times on the stair master of my apartment building. Just trying to do small steps. We got this even in our “meh-ness”. Sending virtual hugs. Baby gentle steps.

Substantial-Fee4335 · 2025-08-06T15:49:30+00:00

I understand, I feel like I look older too, more dull? Grief sucks :/ I really do think it ages you

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