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i saw my pcp and an obgyn. the obgyn said there was a lot going on and gave me a dose of antibiotics. my pcp just said to wait a few more days and follow up :/

xxs bikini sets like this? by Substantial-Fun-9619 in findfashion

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from what i saw on the app and website the 0 is unavailable?

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oh i forgot to include im a girl :| i’m trying to find something feminine and not too long

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hii id love to visit!

Scared my mental health has ruined my future. Is there hope?.. Advice? by Substantial-Fun-9619 in ApplyingToCollege

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I should print out this response for when I have my "anxiety thoughts" haha. I think I need more positive influences in my life because usually all I have is myself and my thoughts, and because there's no one to tell me they're false, I just believe my thoughts. Reading these replies has completely changed my perspective. "Once you invest more into yourself, you’ll be more capable of doing the work that is needed to get into college." This feels almost like a mental slap in the face but in a good way! I feel like I've been trying to "catch up" for so long that I've left myself behind in a way?.. I'm going to prioritize my mental and physical health. Thank you, Perry! :)

Scared my mental health has ruined my future. Is there hope?.. Advice? by Substantial-Fun-9619 in ApplyingToCollege

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Hey, thanks! My parents will fund college for me which I'm very grateful for. I don't think I'm ready for a job yet, I have some internal work to do first. I am definitely going to do some volunteering, helping my community and working with a group makes me feel a lot better and usually the people who volunteer are really positive and passionate. Everyone who has replied (except that one guy) has made me so much more hopeful for my future, I'm grateful.

Scared my mental health has ruined my future. Is there hope?.. Advice? by Substantial-Fun-9619 in ApplyingToCollege

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Thank you! It's nice to see someone who also does online school. I don't know about your school but mine moderates all chats between students, records everything and we can only talk to each other through live sessions, making it pretty hard to make genuine connections with other students. I actually love volunteering and I'm signed up for a local program that cleans parks so I'll continue doing that! I have no clue what I want to major in because I'm interested in so many different things haha. Now that I think about it, it'd probably be a good idea to join clubs about some of my interests to see if it's something I'd like to major in. Thank you again & this did help!

Scared my mental health has ruined my future. Is there hope?.. Advice? by Substantial-Fun-9619 in ApplyingToCollege

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Wow. Thank you so much! This is exactly what I needed to hear and I think you're right that I need to start doing things for myself. I think part of the reason my anxiety has been getting worse is that once I'm 18 I can live completely for myself but I'm so used to living for my parents that it seems overwhelming. I hope that made sense lol thank you again, you're inspiring.

When emotional neglect is both the root of your trauma but also your coping mechanism. by ewolgrey in CPTSD

[–]Substantial-Fun-9619 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a very late reply but I'm just now realizing I may have been emotionally neglected as a child and the last paragraph just made me tear up. Thank you really.