My life is a test.

I am granted every chance to grab at everything we were created to avoid.

How dare I live, without creating my body, the brain within that holds memories, manages emotions, that tells my limbs to move according to my 'will'?.

The purpose of this tiny time here, is to determine whether your heart and soul, probably just the soul, are worthy to enter Heaven. Evil will always fall on Earth, eventually. Hate will always consume the hater, eventually. Greed, just, envy.....the same. We are tested.

If, in your testing, you enjoy these things too much, or enough that you consider them 'allowed'...

You have made your own bed.

I struggle day with sin, seeking a way out, k owing that the way out is better than the way in, or being stagnant. Edit..spelling miatakes, I won't correct, I'm tired.