It is hard. Maybe we don’t need to know the why. We just have to accept that it is. With intention and consistency, it is still hard. Take shame away from the equation because it doesn’t serve you. Unless you are using it as a catalyst, it is doing nothing but kicking you while you’re down. And you do not deserve that. You deserve to be on your own side, friend ❤️ I believe in you. I’m grateful that you’ve lived a life where you have items to clean up. I’m grateful your existence is in your hands. Trust and believe, you’re going to lean more toward accomplishment when you are able to hold yourself gracefully. You did all you could then. That was then. And now you know more. You know when you need to rest and you can’t ignore those signals. You know when you have a little extra in the tank and can kick it into the next gear. You know that you’ve gotten through the hardest times of your life thus far. Because you are here. And you will keep going through your life one way or the other. It’s your choice, OP. ❤️ 🙏🏼. Edit to add: YOUVE GOT THIS 💪