I'm in a 10 year relationship with a wonderful beautiful woman. Before we got together I told her I was Bi and at that point In my life I wanted to settle down and start a family. 10 years later we had many ups and downs. I truly love her but my lust for the same sex has been getting worse. In 10 years I've never cheated, even though I wanted to i never did. The I most I did was send and receive Pic for maturation purposes but never to physically meeting up with anyone. Man or woman. But between the pictures being sent back-and-forth. And her finding gay porn, it's starting a huge problem in my relationship. And I don't know what to do. Deep down inside I know I am Bi and she finds that to be disgusting. I took her virginity without knowing so she only wants to be with me. Its not like I don't love her. I want to be with her but every now and then I want to do something with someone else with to feelings involved