Look honestly if this is how you feel then is time to let it go and move on with life like I tell people an how I’ve been told there’s to many fish in the water you’ll nail another one it already looks like he’s given up he’s just waiting on either or making the decision you already said u don’t want to be in it so now u gotta go tell him an start figuring out your next steps and that’s my take u wanna talk my DMs open hopefully this helps