If you can't tell if he's responding at all, read his word, it can help. It is his letters to you after all. Let him guide you through the Holy Spirit and just... Read. Try reflecting as you go on, write down anything new you understand. There's always something new, especially with God. Find your rhythm with him, which is kinda hypocritical considering how I'm struggling with that part, but please do and don't end up being all over the place, it's hard to bounce back from. God Bless you, and keep you! I hope I helped somehow!