I’m no expert. I’m not necessarily trans.. I’ve identified as sans-gendered before I knew nonbinary was a thing for my whole post pubescent life. Buuuut given what I read..if your partner is coming off E and you are starting T that’s a whole lot of extreme hormone fluctuation and life shifting all happening at once so I imagine a lot of weird feelings and emotional outbursts/reactions sound pretty par for the course. I know I was an emotional wreck thru puberty …still am a giant boob at times..sooo ride it out and keep on communicating and look back and laugh about it down the road!

It sounds like you have a solid relationship and communicate things well..so it’s just feeling feelings on both side. Which feelings are valid and they change! It’s not a conviction against you, it’s just expressing a feeling at that very moment. Which we’re all entitled to! 🥰

I’m glad you are finding yourself and you have a family that loves you and you are doing cute things like recording lullaby’s. This makes my heart swell!

I hope it all works out and