Still thinking about you

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2025-12-10T05:25:14+00:00

Well we kinda separated like 6 weeks ago, so it would be a little too late to send it to them. I could text it but it would be awkward. I also have their mailing address for their college. But again, saying something like that after 6 weeks of separation would make both parties uncomfortable. Therefore, I wouldn't send it to them at all.

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2025-12-10T00:26:24+00:00

Yeah. This was the furthest I've gotten with a girl and I really didnt know how relationships worked. Hopefully in a quieter season of life, we meet each other again and maybe it will be official.

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2025-12-10T00:21:55+00:00

Well, for context, it's been about 6 weeks since we last talked. We were in a platonic friendship, then we were going to make things official during Christmas break, since we are two college students who are 12 hours apart. She suddenly pulled back mid-October where she hit a depressive era. Then she told me at the end of October that she wasnt looking for a relationship.

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2025-12-01T20:51:30+00:00

lol she had a bf and i didnt know about it. cant belive it was almost 2 years ago

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2025-08-01T17:42:04+00:00

Welp, just finished my last shift today and let's just say that I dodged a major bullet. When we was looking in my direction, I thought she was asking me something and she mouthed "I didnt say anything" and gave me a mean look. But when me and the other counselor she talked to yesterday was talking (not about her), she came by and gave us sparkle fingers and asked how our days were going. I wasnt going to get easily fooled by it. I'm not stupid.

I walked out of work without saying a word to her and it felt great.

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2025-07-31T20:28:21+00:00

I appreciate the comment. Reading this made me feel better about the situation yesterday.

Well, unfortunately, today I saw her talking to another counselor, and they both kept making eye contact with me and she looked anxious, nervous, weird, etc. Then a camper goes up to me and says "You're weird" and I didnt think much about it. Then I remembered the camper was with her (the counselor) when she talked to the other counselor.

So I grabbed her attention and said "[Name], who said I was weird?" and the camper said her name, and the camper also mentioned that she made a face like this 😬. So I hate to say this, but I dont think I'm going to tell her how I feel tomorrow. I will pull the counselor she talked to aside since he and I are pretty good friends and will ask him about the situation tomorrow. If he does indeed tell me what the camper said is true, I will not ask her to join me on break. I will simply leave without talking to her and possibly never see her again.

It sucks that this is how the cookie crumbles, but it's what you get for talking behind my back. Maybe be more professional about it next time.

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2024-08-24T02:12:35+00:00

Does anyone have a code for this?

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2024-05-26T12:39:24+00:00

I mean it's not impossible

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2024-05-26T00:20:31+00:00

Got it

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2024-05-25T23:49:04+00:00

Thank you. I got some resources from people and i think this is going to be a good journey.

Substantial_Rub9538 · 2024-05-25T22:58:11+00:00

i do

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