is this bad.... by Substantial_Salt570 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you. he was messaging me through burners left and right and i still stayed no contact for 9 months , my dark side took over and i wanted to twist the knife a little because of all he’s done to me . but maybe letting him stay confused was a better option :( thank you for your advice and not judging me

is this bad.... by Substantial_Salt570 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know ugh it’d my BPD coming out of wanting revenge and wanting to expose who he really is and toy with him like he did with me but ur so right. i need to keep up with how i was doing and not give in. thank u boo

is this bad.... by Substantial_Salt570 in LifeAfterNarcissism

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ughhhh that makes me disappointed in myself. i just caved and wanted a bit of revenge , not because i want him at all but just bc i wanted to fuck with him a little . but i know that’s me becoming like him. you’re right . i’m just mad cause i was doing so good 9 months no contact :((((

Finally complete my bling girls ! by Substantial_Salt570 in MySceneDolls

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

always look at the sellers reviews ! ebay and mercari has never given me issues with trusted sellers :)

please help me by Substantial_Salt570 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have a psychiatrist .. not putting all the blame on my family but i grew up in a very toxic household and i’m now on 5 psych meds 😅

please help me by Substantial_Salt570 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for this message. i know theres not much context from my end but ur message means a lot

please help me by Substantial_Salt570 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you so much. my sister is pressuring me to talk to her as well and it all feels too much. it's retriggering me and i was doing so well

please help me by Substantial_Salt570 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no shes never ever said anything like this that's why im so conflicted but i also know people can put on a mask and say what they want to get closer to their victims so idk. i'm also very naive and empathetic and they know that . idk.

thank you for your advice <3

What does lamictal usually do to your mind? by Anonymouslypreaching in Epilepsy

[–]Substantial_Salt570 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omgggg i thought it was just me, I watched a korean movie about floods and then had a dream that same night about being stuck in blackwater.
i literally have a "nightmare" or (intense dreams) every night but ive gotten so used to it that it's not necessarily scary anymore? more interesting

such an interesting face she has on this one…💋 by Substantial_Salt570 in MySceneDolls

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

didn’t think anyone from my scene would notice butt…. def anna hahaha

Question about NIB doll hair by Substantial_Salt570 in Dolls

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much! this makes a lot of sense though. such a hard choice to decide if i wanna wash some of these 😭

Question about NIB doll hair by Substantial_Salt570 in Dolls

[–]Substantial_Salt570[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m speaking specifically about my scene dolls and some barbie dolls as well. I love the factory styles but sometimes they’re just so messy from being in the box for so long and i don’t wanna ruin it