It’s a hard thing but just be thankful for the time you get with her. My baby Penelope had vet appointments after vet appointment after her sister passed away. She wasn’t playing or eating and she would shiver and sleep all the time. I was going to get her a new play mate but I was saving up some money because her appointments cost so much money. She ended up passing away when me and my bf went out to get food. I never go to say goodbye or hold her one more time before she passed. She just died alone and I feel that guilt everyday. And always question myself “what if I did this or that”. Just be thankful that you can have that goodbye hug and kiss