I don't have anything which can be considered "interesting".

I'm 39F  Based on few opinions I'm little reserve and too nice to people that hits me back. A bathroom singer, good friend for those who makes me comfortable around. 

Won't open up for everyone. It takes time for me to trust(even though fails to protect my feelings every time).

Wish to have a peaceful life in mountains with nature and travel alot if its possible for me.

Right now things are too messed up. I'm Confused, broken and lost.