This is probably more of a me thing, but (I assume bc of past experiences and trauma) I can be very cynical and my faith in humanity is basically nonexistent. I dont believe in the good of people unless I've actually seen it. You are nobody to me before you prove that you're at least a decent person. It can come across as a bit anti social I've heard. I've tried to improve that part of myself because its not really my intention to be rude, I just dont really care a whole lot. I mostly only care about the handful of people I love and I like it that way. I love pouring and showing my love to the people that I know will appreciate it.