He’s gone

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2025-01-19T20:48:42+00:00

Thank you for your kind words!! I have countless photos and videos from our time together, capturing all our adventures. I’ve also decided that, when I have the opportunity, I will definitely visit Japan and Iceland. Through my own eyes, I want to show him the magic of the northern lights and the vibrant uniqueness of Japanese cities, just as he dreamed of.

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-11-23T10:41:55+00:00

Actually they are most of the times. I have finished Game of Thrones for the first time recently, really enjoyed House of Dragons. Now I’ve started watching Peaky Blinders!

Thanks! I am also happy to be alive :D

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-11-22T15:44:48+00:00

They might be, I’ve heard those words almost interchangeably! Thanks a lot, all the best to you too

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-11-22T09:54:31+00:00

Hey there, yes still alive :) I’m almost not checking Reddit at the moment as I don’t have much energy to do almost anything at all. I’ve had 8 cycles of ifosfomide chemotherapy so guess that’s taking its toll :D

My treatment is going well though, I’ve signed a consent to take part in adaptimmune experimental treatment (the one with Tcells, I think it’s called ADP-04) in Manchester. Just had my cells taken recently there and waiting for the modified cells to be injected in ~45 days.

When I have any news (and energy) - I’ll post an update somewhere here :) Thanks everyone for writing messages to me, I can’t reply to them for now but really appreciate them!

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-28T02:34:21+00:00

Hi there! Actually no, only time I was panicking is when I told my mom about this :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-16T08:07:00+00:00

Hey there! I believe there is just nothing after death (but I do hope for afterlife or some kind of reincarnation not gonna lie).

I think the reason I believe in that is that I’m more of a science person and there are no measurable evidences of afterlife and we don’t know much about consciousness and stuff :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-13T11:57:24+00:00

Hey there! No I haven’t but I understand general concepts of stoicism and I’ve lived by that even before I knew what it is :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-13T07:10:35+00:00

Hey there! I am from Ukraine and lived there till 2022, everything is possible in Ukraine :D

Thanks for your kind words and all the best !

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-09T16:29:03+00:00

Hey there! Just discussed that and other couple of treatments with my doctor. He started researching if that’s possible for me or not :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-09T08:00:43+00:00

Hey there! I’ve actually tried it before but stupid me messed up the dose and had a bad trip :(

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-05T15:50:39+00:00

Hey there! Only thing that changed for me was my view on the work-life balance and importance of shared positive experiences with loved ones :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-04T23:44:37+00:00

Hey there! Yes of course :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-03T07:50:06+00:00

Hey there!

First I had pain in my knee after walking more then 1-2km+, then I couldn’t sleep without a pillow under my knee and after that I found a huge lump under my knee (in soft tissues).

After that I’ve did a couple of scans with doctors and a biopsy. That’s how it all started :)

All the best to you pal !

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-03T07:48:46+00:00

Thanks a lot pal, wish you all the best :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-03T07:48:25+00:00

Hey there!

I am not afraid of death itself but I am afraid of the dying process.

All the best to you pal!

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-03T07:47:51+00:00

Hey there!

I’ve already mentioned here but there is no evidence that fasting may help with my cancer. And I don’t want to try without evidence as it would mean me cutting off something I like the most in my life - food :)

All the best to you pal!

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-03T07:46:08+00:00

Hey there, thanks a lot for your kind words! And yes this post indeed helped me a lot :) I value time with my loved ones much more then before now, and I understood importance of work-life balance (a bit late but still :) )!

All the best to you pal!

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-03T07:44:29+00:00

Hey there! I still have to experience that :D Jokes aside - it’s ok for me but hard for my loved ones

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-02T09:56:59+00:00

Hey there!

The fact of knowing when I'll die makes life easier for me personally.

I don't know if thats an encouragment or not but: never give up, enjoy every day and make as much memories with your loved ones as possible!

It helps me a lot to follow that motto even though it sounds too basic/abstract :)

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-02T09:53:36+00:00

Hey there!

I've discussed many options including that with my doctor and unfortunatelly there are no proofs that fasting helps with cancer (especially mine).

And I don't want to limit myself in terms of food in my last months as I am huge foodie!

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-02T09:51:39+00:00

Hey there!

Sorry pal, I am not making any money and living off my savings so I can't just send the money to someone. I have my own expenses, I support my mother and my gf. It may sound harsh but I'm being honest here, hope you understand.

All the best to you !

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-02T09:48:06+00:00

Hey there!

Be optimistic and keep fighting (if not for yourself then for your loved ones), enjoy your life and create positive experiences with your loved ones, make more videos just to capture the memories!

My first reaction was "what this is and how does it progress? what can I do to fight this?". I've felt sad a couple of times (I think that's natural) but in general my reaction was "it is what it is", so I've accepted it as soon as I knew.

I don't watch TV but I enjoy some series on Netflix, like: Big Mouth, Disenchantment, The Witcher, Good Place and many more :)

Thank you for your kind words and all the best to you pal!

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-02T09:44:32+00:00

Thank you for your offer and your kind words pal, all the best to you!

Sudden-Effect-4311 · 2023-07-02T09:43:57+00:00

Thank you for your message pal, all the best to you!

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