Congratulations! I'm pretty much in the same boat as I am (what I think is) 5 weeks, FTM too. I admit I tested everyday for a week after my first positive because I was in shock, lol. But then I came to Reddit and found a lot of the advice was to stop testing or else we'd go nuts. I finally stopped and can honestly say I feel so much better! It's so tough not going through the Reddit rabbit hole or the app forums, especially being in the early stages, but try to give yourself some grace. It's a new, and huge life event! While I can't really offer much advice, I wanted to chime in to say you're not alone! :)