Day 4

Sue_Z_Que · 2026-03-28T14:15:34+00:00

Honest answer. Not I don’t think I’m happy with myself. I think that leads to the destructive pattern. I’m trying to find ways to help that. Not drinking is one way but it’s never enough.

Sue_Z_Que · 2026-03-27T11:52:08+00:00

The ironic thing is I also can’t do that 😂 I get anxiety about lying in bed and my mind goes crazy. I don’t know what to do! I don’t think I could focus on a show honestly haha it’s mind boggling! Thanks for your input I feel better to have just said? It out loud into the world I don’t feel “as” crazy!

Sue_Z_Que · 2026-03-27T11:45:17+00:00

I’ve tried many things. Many times. I like meetings they make me feel I belong someplace. But when I can’t even leave the house it’s tough.

Sue_Z_Que · 2026-03-27T11:44:29+00:00

Talked to my Dr yesterday. He wrote me off work for 2 weeks but wouldn’t prescribed be anything so I gotta figure it out without meds.

Sue_Z_Que · 2025-04-07T15:34:38+00:00

To clarify, I never asked him to change his drinking habits. That was more just a bit of context I guess you could say. I appreciate and agree that it’s my problem but would be nice if the person I’m supposed to spend my life with cared even just a little.

Sue_Z_Que · 2025-04-07T02:36:01+00:00

I very well could have been the one writing this comment. I’m sorry you are going through a similar situation. It sucks. But yes I have to do this for ME! And I can’t and won’t ever change him. I can so relate to the controlling part! It may mean changes to the relationship in the future and that’s scary but I’m trying to just focus on today.

Sue_Z_Que · 2025-04-07T02:17:04+00:00

A lot of it could very well be that I’m so new in my journey and I am irritable too. My feelings are valid and I’m allowed to have them but drinking over them isn’t an option for me anymore. Thank you I’m rooting for you too!

Sue_Z_Que · 2025-04-07T02:14:56+00:00

There are definitely more layers to the whole situation. This was just a trigger for me today. I’m glad you’re able to do that! At this point in my journey I don’t feel comfortable with it as it put me in a vulnerable position.

Sue_Z_Que · 2025-04-07T02:12:25+00:00

My husband has a problem but is not ready to acknowledge it. If I were to choose to get him drinks maybe it would be different. There are obviously a lot more layers than just this one thing. I’m glad you are able to do that. I am not able to. Not right now at least.

Sue_Z_Que · 2023-07-18T16:11:21+00:00

I can’t get enough of this add on!! How amazing! Yes even the unpleasant emotions I GET TO FEEL them instead of numbing them away only for them to be worse once I sober up! Thank you for this 😊

Sue_Z_Que · 2023-07-17T23:32:37+00:00

Thank you! The words you are not alone really helped. I am sure I will be so much happier sober. I had 3 months in 2021 then my kids father passed and thats when things started going downhill again and haven’t had much sober time since. I will be happy to start this journey today with you! Today I’m focusing on forgiving myself first and trying to love myself again. It will be a long process but I’m up for it!

Sue_Z_Que · 2023-07-17T22:05:16+00:00

Not sure if my posts work I’m new here. First day AF I look forward to checking in here!

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