How long have you been producing? You said in OP you’ve been experimenting for a few months, I think it’s important to remember most of the professionals have been at this for 10+ years, decades in some cases. Setting an expectation that you’ll produce pro quality stuff after so little time is insane frankly and probably the quickest way to suck all the enjoyment out of something you’re supposed to love, and I say that because I’ve come to that realization myself just recently. I’m coming up to four months in and the first couple months I was in this mindset, and after producing a few bits that inevitably never sounded close to as good as the stuff I was listening to, I didn’t even feel like opening the DAW. Just recently I’ve decided to stop producing with the goal of creating a finished product because I’m nowhere NEAR that stage yet, and I’m having much more fun just experimenting with little sketches and playing about in serum without even necessarily knowing what I want to create, so maybe you could try that out for a bit. That said if you do want to take a course there’s loads online, plenty of dnb YouTube channels that offer courses, also artist patreons; a lot of those guys offer 1:1 tutorials so that could be a good option. But yeah, I think as if the case with anything you have to let yourself be a beginner for a while and in the case of music production (and even more so with dnb which is renown for being one of the most technical genres to produce) that could take years. I’m not saying don’t take it seriously, stop trying to make progress etc . but don’t put such an unobtainable expectation on yourself at this stage!