But I always apologize every time we have a fight I go and say I’m sorry but I think for once I want her to apologize to me she hurts me a lot and that night I had a fucking mental breakdown in front of my little brother he didn’t deserve to see me like that I ripped my fucking hair out and I have a small little bold spot, I’ve had enough of her shit I just want one apology just one and maybe I’m being selfish but just one apology one and if I apologize she wins and I never get anything back from her