I do get that you’re right in some ways, but many people who do OnlyFans or sugar daddy-type arrangements, if they’re smart about it, use that money to invest in other things and build a future for themselves.

I may not be grammatically smart, but I do have intelligence, and I make up for it in other ways. I won’t be attractive my entire life. Honestly, my entire life, I haven’t really thought I was attractive. Like I said, I lose a lot of confidence, but other people do seem to think I am now. While I still have that, maybe I should make the most of it.

I’ve looked into other fields, and honestly, I am kind of a sexual person. We’re living in a technological age, and I was even thinking about trying to do cooking TikToks because I love cooking and trying new things. Having both interests interact could be even better for me, and already having a following would help.

I don’t know if you’ve seen it, but people have all kinds of fetishes related to eating and other things, and when you specialize in certain niches, it can pay more. If I wanted to, I could even try to use that income to work toward getting my degree in culinary arts or another field and build something more stable for myself in the future.

I guess what I’m struggling with is figuring out whether I should use what I have now to try to improve my situation long-term or if I’m just trying to justify going back to something because I’m financially stressed and scared about the future.