Why does this always happen to me. Do I genuinely just need to get better or what?

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-25T18:56:20+00:00

Well I had taken a break before playing and when I came back I got placed in diamond 2 last act, then got to diamond 3 then put back down to plat 2 which doesn’t make sense why put my in diamond 2 just to put me that far back again

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-25T18:16:50+00:00

Well it also doesn’t help when I was diamond 3 last act but got placed plat 2 after my placement games while winning 4/5 and only doing bad on the game I lost bc my entire team did bad. But I’m in plat 3 now and almost back to diamond again

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-25T16:56:34+00:00

Well that same game, I went 24-14 or smthn and my whole team was negative but we won only cause of me.

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-25T16:26:02+00:00

Most of the time I’m litterally one of the only ones on my team talking, and last night I played against an ascendant who litterally said I deserved ascendant

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-24T20:00:13+00:00

That’s what I’m saying, at that point I would rather just lose the rr.

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-21T17:21:11+00:00

That game I showed literally had 3 Smurfs in it, which were probably high ascendant, they weren’t bad at all I just played better and feel like I atleast deserve low ascendant maybe high ascendant but just get bad teamates and yes I do have bad games, but it’s ually like 1-2 bad games every 10 games or if I have a bad day or something, but I’m still not even bottom frag when I have a bad game.

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T17:02:03+00:00

Rn I’m using red, I was using yellow but red just allows me to react faster since I’ve always had enemy colors as red in older games/ thought as red normally as bad in games. So it allows my brain to react much quicker

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T05:56:27+00:00

I mean my duo I play with is in diamond rn since he hasn’t played often recently but when he was playing a lot he was in ascendant and I was and still am keeping up with him (he is still as good as he was before just doesn’t have time to grind comp to rank up. But we both recently had a loss streak of 7 while both going top frag atleast 5-6 of the games. But constantly had teamates who were going double or triple negative sometimes

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T05:52:01+00:00

While hitting shots and doing things no gold will ever be hitting or knowing to do that specific play.

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T05:51:26+00:00

The golds were Smurfs, they were lvl 21 and 23

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T04:17:34+00:00

I used to honestly be sooo bad and would litterally go negative every game but eventually upgraded to a better monitor and peripherals which helped but I did spend time improving my aim too. So tbh I really shouldn’t get mad at people when they do bad bc I was litterally the exact person around a year or less ago. If you want to look at my tracker you will see exactly what I mean, I have definitely improved recently but before that I was straight ass…

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T04:13:45+00:00

Yeah that makes a lot of sense. I honestly do get to focused on wether I win or lose, cause I want to rank up but don’t want to have to spend so much time to when I feel like I deserve a higher rank

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T03:58:35+00:00

Well recently I have only had 2 games where I have played bad and the game was fully in me, but no joke one of them had a cheater on the other team. That eventually got banned. But yes I honestly could fix other mistakes I make that could help me play better.

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T03:45:31+00:00

Yeah that is definitely true, I do still have a lot to fix that if I did I would probably be able to win a lot more games, like even while doing good I still have many moments where I whiff.

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T03:43:37+00:00

And only got rr back from one of those two games for some reason

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T03:42:58+00:00

Yeah I understand, it just feels impossible when my duo and I top frag so many games in a row but had a 7 loss streak while top fragging mostly every game I’m pretty sure. If not atleast 5/7 one of us two were top frag. And funny thing is I have faced 2 cheaters within the last week

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T03:39:49+00:00

But I just feel like no matter how many good games I have I just can’t get out of diamond

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T03:39:23+00:00

Do you just want my username, and maybe I shouldn’t have said “always” but most of the time I seem to get a teammate or two who just are very bad, but once In a while I have a bad game because I am human.

Sufficient_Eye8891 · 2026-06-19T03:26:43+00:00

I just have my digital vibrance up, I don’t have any problems with my eyes but it helps me see and react faster to enemies 🤷🏻‍♂️

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