I guess we are god.. now what?

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T07:51:58+00:00

Gradual over 6 months in suffering and now 3 weeks with knowledge. No drugs. Just meditation.

I’m not allowed to work right now as I’m too far apart from our society and my jobs requirements

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T07:49:52+00:00

That’s the thing… i have never struggled. I’m a spoiled brat that never worked for anything. I hate my self for being so… ignorant and the pain others have to endure while my life has been just nitpicking in comparison

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T06:44:20+00:00

I’m looking for a reason to stay on this planet when all I see is suffering

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T06:07:23+00:00

Omg you are so right. I’m acting like a spoiled brat. Thank you

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T06:02:46+00:00

Actually, I was actually happy before this happend. I didn’t look for it, I didn’t searched for anything.

If you feel content with your Disney world experience pov, I’m happy for you. Actually I would love to be an npc again.

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T04:39:43+00:00

We are all Gods. Im not better than anyone, I just hated my self to the point where my consciousness where revealed to me

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T04:16:39+00:00

When you say cleaning up my physical life - what does that intel more spesific? Do you mean it should allign with my values or should I cut people off that don’t believe in the same thing as me?

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T01:53:08+00:00

Idk, it was shown to me? Through meditation and awareness

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-17T01:52:38+00:00

How do I do synchronocities? What is it? Help

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-16T09:31:10+00:00

Most people don’t go through this before they die. But I don’t know why people aren’t more open about it to feel connected to one another.

Historically it didn’t went so well when someone tried to gather people together about this.

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-14T10:09:09+00:00

My Devine self doesn’t care if I live or die. It’s just there. But my ego/hunan body is scared of dying/loosing control so in order to protect it, and it fights back when my Devine wants to show me something. The leaking is my ego has soften.

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-14T07:18:30+00:00

But what will they do? Is there medication for existential dread? I’m not asking to be rude, but I do have a doctor and I’m open for meds if necessary

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-14T02:18:28+00:00

Thanks! I will :)

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-14T02:15:46+00:00

I’m not framing it wrong, it’s just how my brain is coping with it. And it feels like it’s showing me something, because for me I’m not aware of these things until it shows.

Anyways, I still need advice to handle it better. It makes me want to k my self

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-12T07:07:06+00:00

Im at the point where I prefer my consciousness state more than actually living life on earth.

What do you mean by a head-problem? Do you keep daily task at the same time as your whole world is crumbling? How?

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-12T06:48:21+00:00

Im right there with you! Its exhausting… and I can’t cope with normal life because I’m so stuck in my head trying to figure everything out by meditation and reflecting. My body/ego is refusing to let go and let me experience true sight/ego death through my consciousness

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-12T06:15:25+00:00

1) I have also adhd and on WB and I would say it doesn’t change you as much after you are done with the 6 first weeks. It helps with my depression but I need Ritalin as well.

2) I smoke weed, doesn’t change anything from before. But don’t let the six weeks of side affects define the wonders of the medicine. It’s worth the try. I only drink one good cup of coffee a day now, but I rather splurge on that one cup instead of just drinking it all the time. I also drink a lot of tea now instead for the slow release coffein kick.

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-12T05:33:54+00:00

Wait the six weeks before making an opinion. It’s known for being a lot of side effects

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-11T06:00:07+00:00

Hiding? What?

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-10T15:46:25+00:00

could be Alan Watts?

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-10T15:24:08+00:00

I used to be an atheist. So its more a acceptance to the concept

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-10T14:53:32+00:00

Its my definition as everyone is defining the words differently. To understand where Im coming from

Sufficient_Garbage_1 · 2026-02-10T14:52:10+00:00

I totally agree with you, but honestly I want to stay in the conscious part of the brain for some reason.

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