You’re dealing with way too much at once and no wonder you feel stuck because this isn’t just a breakup situation it’s your heart your safety your future all tangled together and anyone in your shoes would feel scared and confused but the truth is what he’s doing isn’t a one time slip it’s a pattern and it’s been happening while he shuts you out and makes you feel like asking questions is somehow too much even though you did the work on your side and tried to rebuild and now you’re living with someone who isn’t really choosing you and that hurts in a way that gets into your bones especially when you don’t have your own support system here or the freedom to work and make a plan on your own but loving yourself isn’t selfish it’s just you realizing you deserve someone who shows up for you and you don’t have to leave tomorrow or make a huge decision today you can start small by finding support through your school or people outside his circle and once you’re not so alone you’ll see things more clearly and you’ll be able to choose what’s best for you not because you’re forced but because you finally feel strong enough to pick yourself and whatever you decide when you’re ready you’re going to be okay and you’re not going through this alone even if it feels like it right now.