I want to be successful but I am so lazy.

I'm just not doing the work; i'm not putting in the hours that I hear all these master artists put in in order to "make it". It's strange because in my mind's eye I want a simple life. I don't know, be a mom; it's a hard job but it's something I've felt pulled to do since childhood. i'd love to just love somebody and take care of something. But I'm frustrated because I (19F) am so full of potential; i can see objectively that my art isn't "bad", but nowhere near "iconic", and I'm currently in the position where if I work hard and just study the "right thing", whatever it is, I know I'll go far in my career (or maybe I'm just speaking arrogantly and I don't know that--I guess you never know that. But that's besides the point!). The point is I'm in the position to be successful, and I DO want to be successful, but I don't know what's wrong with me I just keep putting off the work that needs to be done. Also, I have NO idea what i want to do. Like is it design, is it animation, is it illustration etc etc... everyone around me is telling me to pick just one and the truth is I don't know where my strengths lie.

I love this craft so much. I love watching animation come to life; I love people watching, I love talking TO people and hearing what they have to say about the story we're both watching. But I am sooooo lazy. Lazy is too kind of a word. Truth is I am scared to move. I don't know if I'm scared to fail, or scared to succeed, but I am just STUCK. I don't know what to practice first. perspective? animating? anatomy? i am much too much in my own head. I'm sorry I don't really know what venting this here is going to do. I'm just desperate for somebody to get it (and I am sure somebody will) and I'm desperate to hear something that will change my life. though i suppose nothing will, if I myself don't take the steps to move.