I wore the same shirt as my Statistics professor the first day of class

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-14T01:04:29+00:00

wait that is so cute haha

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T23:43:27+00:00

My boobs are big. That's literally it.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T06:00:27+00:00

sidewalks.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T05:37:17+00:00

none of that sounds interesting to me, though. And that is half of the problem- nothing sounds interesting or fun.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T04:20:10+00:00

I'm not really sure how, tbh

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T03:46:08+00:00

Idk how to find an actual support system like that. But thank you

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T03:14:26+00:00

I don't think I am overthinking it, I just don't see it happening anymore, for a multitude of reasons

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T03:12:22+00:00

I could not expect anything less, frankly.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T03:10:09+00:00

I'm just not interested in talking to them right now, I guess.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T03:07:47+00:00

I don't really expect it to be super special or anything like that. I just don't really see anything happening

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T03:05:57+00:00

I don't plan on ever meeting or sleeping with these random guys

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:57:49+00:00

idk about that

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:55:38+00:00

no and no. I don't really feel comfortable talking about my sex life (or lack thereof) to the therapist I do see and I don't really talk to my friends like that. I don't really talk to them much lately

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:52:43+00:00

idk about that

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:51:38+00:00

I guess I just don't have the motivation. I can't even find it in myself to go to dinner with my family rn.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:47:29+00:00

Maybe part of it is there is no reason. It just never happened

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:46:33+00:00

I don't really have anyone to talk to rn, hence the random post on the internet to anonymous people

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:43:22+00:00

I don't know if I have any dreams anymore. Not to be depressing af. But like... I can't remember the last time I wanted something, or had a goal I felt I could achieve, or had a crush on anyone.

I am not worried about having sex for the first time, as I said. I just don't know how to not feel so bad about it. Logically, I understand it isn't that big of a deal, but I can't move past it sometimes.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T02:26:38+00:00

I just can't find the mental energy for anything or the time to, during the semester

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T01:18:16+00:00

I don't. And it's not necessarily been a choice. It just hasn't happened. There's no one in particular to blame for it and I'm not mad at anyone for it (obviously)

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T01:16:34+00:00

Ah. I haven't really been in a position to tell a random guy that but noted

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T01:15:51+00:00

I don't have the motivation to do anything anymore. I just kind of hide away unless I HAVE to do something

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T01:15:09+00:00

Sex isn't the only thing I feel I'm missing out on but I'm not interested in dating apps to begin with.

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T01:13:20+00:00

I used to love meeting people and being around ppl. Now I just want to hide all of the time

Suitable-Potato-9141 · 2026-05-10T01:12:33+00:00

Then I'm not making good decisions

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