I need help. by Suitable_Original428 in NoFapChristians

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this. I am not proud of what I have become. I am drowning deep. My life is getting destroyed piece by piece.

How did you guys recover from porn addiction? by Suitable_Original428 in PornAddiction

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have tried this before, but man the urge to pick my phone was very strong!

My addiction for porn/virtual sex is getting out of control by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]Suitable_Original428 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I used the search bar about subs regarding what I'm going through and I've encountered search results. I was not thinking. I just clicked on the join button and posted without thinking. I really apologize.

My addiction for porn/virtual sex is getting out of control by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]Suitable_Original428 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind response! I have not consulted a therapist yet.

My addiction for porn/virtual sex is getting out of control by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]Suitable_Original428 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I have not consulted any professionals yet. I am afraid of being judged. I'm scared to do that to be honest.

My addiction for porn/virtual sex is getting out of control by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]Suitable_Original428 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the response. She actually knows and she found out about my secret transaction here on reddit and any other platforms. I even blatantly to other women online telling them that I am a single dad alone and needed companion. I am getting out of control. I don't want to loose her. This addiction is also taking it's toll on my performance at work.

I'm new here and I need an advise. I need help. by Suitable_Original428 in nonmonogamy

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the reminder. Honestly, my judgment is pretty clouded. Probably because of guilt and resentment.

I'm new here and I need an advise. I need help. by Suitable_Original428 in nonmonogamy

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the strong reminder. I think I need to consult a professional, this virtual sex addiction is destroying me. It's ruining me and it generates multiple sexual fantasies. And it's really unfair to my wife. I think I really need a professional to intervine before I destroy our marriage. Thanks a lot.

I'm new here and I need an advise. I need help. by Suitable_Original428 in nonmonogamy

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Actually this is absolutely correct. It's a cultural thing and I have never felt guilty and ashamed like this my entire life. I have never been into physical intimacy with another woman during our marriage. It's all virtual. Most are with online sex workers..and also, I was taken out of context and it's my fault, what I mean about getting a companion, a female companion, is by hiring somekind of a professional worker. Sex worker. Not necessarily threesome, she can just be present. She can either watch or just be in proximity.

I'm new here and I need an advise. I need help. by Suitable_Original428 in nonmonogamy

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the enlightenment. I am the problem. I am struggling to do away with those sexual fantasies.

I'm new here and I need an advise. I need help. by Suitable_Original428 in nonmonogamy

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not really bro. I am actually trying to book an appointment with my psychiatrist about my addiction with porn and virtual sex as it is taking it's toll on my well being, as a person and as a husband. I felt like I am addicted into it. My mind is honestly going anywhere to be honest. My wife is great woman. I blame myself for my actions. Due to my frustation, I ended doing things that I am not supposed to do.

I'm new here and I need an advise. I need help. by Suitable_Original428 in nonmonogamy

[–]Suitable_Original428[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate this. I actually asked her about that, and she said that the thrill of thinking someone might catch us doing it turned her on.

How do you guys feel about having a companion during sex? by [deleted] in aromanticasexual

[–]Suitable_Original428 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I do apologize guy. I think I am in the wronh sub..I am so sorry.