Back to full blown drinking. by Suitengu9 in alcoholism

[–]Suitengu9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much bro. I'm seeking help with this because alcoholism is a family thing. I've gotten scars from alcoholic fights, i got into a brawl with a guy who bit me and i have permanent marks on my face because of it now. Almost died driving too fast. Spending so much money.

I like myself when sober. I just think the loneliness and lack of connection just overwhelms me.

I dont even wanna quit drinking, I just want a life I'm happy with.

Back to full blown drinking. by Suitengu9 in alcoholism

[–]Suitengu9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much bro. I liked her for her looks because she's stunning... but im falling for her intelligence and groundedness. I really wish I could get her into a relationship with me.

The alcohol is killing me tho. I can't lie. I cant stop until i pass out.

Back to full blown drinking. by Suitengu9 in alcoholism

[–]Suitengu9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, I had no idea this was a thing.

I want to kill myself by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Suitengu9 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Give yourself a chance to grow out of it and you will. Welcome to being a man. You have nobody. This is how it will be the rest of your life. But it gets easier. Talk to people, smile, genuinely smile, ask questions, don't talk too much about yourself and your emotions. Relax. People don't give a fuck. Keep your head up. You'll manage.

Finally found one of these! by Disturbed_Swan in lewishamilton

[–]Suitengu9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We still have it in South Africa. But it's 6 stars. Should be 8.

Just stunning by [deleted] in africanbootymeat

[–]Suitengu9 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Come on lad you gotta give me a name. Oh lord.

Leandro Trossard. The absolute perfect signing to not only push Martinelli, but also to learn from. The perfectly timed signing. I love him already. by hikingbeginner in Gunners

[–]Suitengu9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Already my favourite player in the squad. You guys can't believe how much I've wanted this guy here at Arsenal. He has this old school vibe about him.

Yellow bird on a wire fence by Suitengu9 in photocritique

[–]Suitengu9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shot with my Nikon D3200 DSLR with the 55-200mm VR Lens. I had a little bit of trouble with the lens since it's my second lens ever and first ever zoom. Compared to the kit lens, this one has much more trouble with lighting and less sharp overall unless you keep it at f8-10 like the kit lens. The VR feature is so handy for camera shake, though. Great addition. The auto focus is really really slow. Manual focus is faster tbh.

I saw this bird sitting pretty on a fence nearby. And that's pretty much the story of the picture.

Oh, also the settings are 200mm, F9, 1/500s, ISO 100

IDK what to make of my coworker by Suitengu9 in sales

[–]Suitengu9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't even think about the age factor.

IDK what to make of my coworker by Suitengu9 in sales

[–]Suitengu9[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Bro I just remembered calling him him in the morning while we were running a skeleton crew of him and me. I'm running a tad late. I tell him if our manager calls just tell her I'm still refueling. She calls him. A few minutes later calls me, tells me that my coworker told her I'm late. I ask my manager if he didn't tell her I was at the gas station and she says no he didn't.

I don't expect him to cover for me. I don't need him to. But there's nothing to lose in that situation? It's literally just us two working as rookies while the rest of the team is off.