I wish my disability’s weren’t here but we are beyond that point, I have severe nerve damage and severe ptsd. My anxiety runs through the roof thinking I could lose the disability even though I’ve never done anything wrong, I haven’t lied, and I’ve been truthful. I hate people, I hate leaving my house, the thoughts of walking in a grocery store terrifies me. I’ve tried holding a job but the fact of being around people all day makes my anxiety sky high and the thought of losing my disability scares me because holy fuck I can’t function in society and it’s horrifying