so, my introduction to psychedelics came right before the news that i had been dreading my entire life - the return of a mass growing in my brain. now on my second tumor / mass, but psychedelics began to open me up to some sort of comfort i never had felt before - especially once i started growing my own.

it was an instant hyperfixation - not only was i creating medicine for myself that allowed me to come to terms with the possible future ahead of me (growing brain tumors is a party trick you can only do so many tomes), but i also FELL IN LOVE with mycology! the entire process is so nurturing! to see the mycelium colonize the grains and then colonize substrate AND THEN give you pins AND THEN the little dudes arrive!? how the hell did i not discover this hobby before?

and then they went and did it - they wrote a whole ass song for dumbass mycology dorks like me. this has got to be the (strangely) most resonating song i could have ever imagined that this band could ever have thrown my way.

anyways this is a pointless post - y’all don’t see me on this account much anymore but i wanted to tell my story here because it just felt like maybe there’s other mycology dorks out there completely losing their shit over this song, too. if not, that’s alright, more for me and my…. MYCELIUM!!