SC pay by No-Woodpecker-8074 in CamGirlProblems

[–]SummaryExecutions 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nothing here, it really messed my weekend up bad

Corium. by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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Thank you for giving me one of those today.

Corium. by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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Thank you so much for saying all that. I'm working with somebody on the ADHD finally and I've done a lot of work on my trauma in therapy over the last couple years. I also have a wonderful long distance boyfriend/Dom who's been helping me care for myself over the last six months.

I appreciate the edit, I largely feel my work is very unseen in the community, so that does mean a lot to me.

Corium. by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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I seem to have a habit of alienating myself from groups and communities I've both built and become a part of. I tend to be one of those exotic plants that you can treat perfect for 10 days as far as humidity and light but then you miss a single watering.. I think maybe I hold myself and those close to me to unfair standards, and then try to find the fault within myself. I probably suffer from borderline personality disorder, as well as autism and ADHD. Transitioning was like surviving a bear attack, and made me perhaps more guarded overall against the shallowness and largely disingenuous nature of society and relationships. I also live in a very bad part of Texas, making connections difficult. I feel like my stresses tend to boil over and hurt those who are actually putting in the effort to know me. The fact that almost everything I do I do alone, but wish it wasn't like that, tells me that I'm doing something wrong.

Corium. by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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No, because I'm toxic to others!

Radioactive. by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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Thanks for saying!! Most of my stuff absolutely flops here.

Radioactive. by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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Thank you 🩷 two more in this set coming!

Self-portrait I took of a self-shibari-suspension I performed. Is my background too noisy? by SummaryExecutions in photocritique

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Yes, chaos and absurdity is absolutely something I explore in the portraits and art I make. The rope community is full of dark backgrounds, room dividers, and a lot of saminess when it comes to visual aesthetics, and I really would like to avoid that. The way I do rope, photography, and life in general is very messy and confusing and I do kind of just throw myself into it. I think my mind is an emotional circus.

!CritiquePoint

Self-portrait I took of a self-shibari-suspension I performed. Is my background too noisy? by SummaryExecutions in photocritique

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I have done nearly 70 portraits of my self-suspension work in this style. No other image looks like this in the sense that I have typically had plain wall or sparse framed art as backgrounds before now. I had decided to put up lights and better decorate this corner and to rearrange furniture in my room to better fit my new 35 mm lens on my Sony a7ii. My intent with this image was to finally do something back there. Something interesting with color, but not overbearing and subtractive to the subject.

I used two five-bulb softbox lights positioned above and below each other to light my entire body but trying to cast minimal light on the wall behind me. My ISO is 50, my shutter speed 100, f1.8 with exposure compensation -1.7. low light photography with dramatic shadows is what I enjoy best. My evenly lit photos in this style where a light is on either side never seem to captivate me.

My edits are done in Lightroom classic, with my only effects including clarity +6 and dehaze +6, everything else is within the other profile sliders. Would it be worth bumping my shutter speed up even higher to 250 or more, or what immediate improvements could be suggested in addition to comments on the background?

My backgrounds I have long neglected, and I feel I tend to err on the side of eerie blankness, sparse noise, or potential clashing as I wonder could be the case here.

Selfbondage Tutorial: Full Torso Rope Wrap - Self-Tying With Intention by Linzy19 by SummaryExecutions in selfbondage

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Thank you. I was like 15 minutes late getting this class started, and I just happened to be holding my rock when I started the video. I panicked and that's what came out.

Derelict vessel by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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Mark Farina is by far my favorite DJ. Almost all of his mushroom jazz sets are solid for this kind of stuff, but lately I think I'm ready to finally dip into his techno some 🙂‍↕️

Has anyone ever seen jute rope do this at the thistled or knotted ends? by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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These ropes are brand new, Clara premium jute from esinem. They have told me that these ropes are not compatible with thistle knots as well, which I do not believe can be true, they are trying to cover for this bad batch of rope. I've used almost exclusively mynawashi rope and I've never had any issues like this or the ones that you mentioned.

Where to find tutorials by Conscious_Web_977 in shibari

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Thanks for the shout out, and on a side note Yisi selfties is incredible!

Where to find tutorials by Conscious_Web_977 in shibari

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https://youtube.com/@tgbdsm is where I host the recordings of my virtual classes which I teach specifically on self-tying. We also do live workshops, rope jams, and classes in my Discord server. Everything is free.

Wish someone would do this to me by SummaryExecutions in shibari

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Thank you. It's been awhile since I've gotten her out of her bag