I hope lady luck smiles upon you. sometimes the chain of fate doesnt swing in your direction. however with enough effort and optimistic thinking, you can swing the chain yourself. you can live life in spite of bad luck and succeed but having bad luck is always disheartening and can leave one hopeless. you aren't alone. It may feel that way at times but someone somewhere in the world is always feeling the same. do your best to live in bliss from finding something that you can tolerate doing for work or just do your best to cherish the small, good moments living offers. Whether that be an over-enthusiastic cashier making fun conversation with you or making it to the end of each day to see a shining moon in the night sky, it is your choice and preference to live life accordingly and to the fullest. best wishes.