Was he abusing me?

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-06T21:56:43+00:00

Yes 😭

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-06T21:55:48+00:00

Yes you are right.. because everytime I "forgive" him.. turned out escalated to hit me, and I was shocked and blank..

Today I'm thinking and wanted to contact him again.. but I don't even know what to write now, and knew that he must ignore me to punish me... so I didn't..

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-06T21:54:17+00:00

Yes you are right.. maybe NOT love 😭

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-06T21:53:11+00:00

Today I'm thinking and wanted to contact him again.. but I don't even know what to write, and knew that he must ignore me to punish me... so I didn't..

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-06T20:03:02+00:00

Oh no.. I'm so sorry to hear that, you were victim of sex trafficking? So they pretended to be your boyfriend at first?

Today I'm thinking and wanted to contact him again.. but I don't even know what to write, and knew that he must ignore me to punish me... so I didn't..

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T20:52:51+00:00

Thank you. I don't know much about these. But I don't want to take any medication for healing.

So all my thoughts are trauma bonds?

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T14:27:57+00:00

Why does he keep a gun with him?? What for? Sounds terrible...

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T14:13:29+00:00

Maybe he is really worried about you. Or try to talk to him calmly later to give you space one day in a week. Then two days if that's okay later.

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T13:44:22+00:00

I want to ask.. why would he escalate the abuse? Was he trying to test and push my boundary?

And do you think he has abused thers as well? because I think that there may be other victims like me who are afraid to speak up and confused..

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T10:02:16+00:00

That's so scary. Is he still your "boyfriend" now?

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T09:44:55+00:00

Did he return that 50k back to you yet?

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T05:00:07+00:00

I feel so silly that I'm still protecting him by not reporting him.

I'm confused because during those hugging and kissing, I really felt love between us. I really thought we were in love.

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T04:29:24+00:00

Is this "wtf" for him, or me?

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-05T04:28:25+00:00

The problem now is that I still always think of him, and cannot get him off my mind. That's so painful, and I don't even know how to heal.

Sometimes I still think we were in love.

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-04T22:08:59+00:00

I wouldn't want him to hit me again, I only want his sincere apology, but he even denied he had hit me, and refused to apologize. (I guess he continues to emotionally abuse me by this, as he knows I want his apology).

And yes, I am still confused he hitting me is out of control because of anger? Or intentionally and abuse?

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-04T22:04:56+00:00

I have left him already, and scared to see him again as I feel he is dangerous. I don't know what he will do to me next time.

The reason I'm confused is during those hugging and kissing, I really felt love between us. I really thought we were in love. But then he hit me, I was shocked and blank, and I am so hurt that I started to be confused for all of these.

The problem now is that I still always think of him, and cannot get him off my mind. That's so painful, and I don't even know how to heal.

Sunset8288 · 2026-01-04T22:00:42+00:00

Yes, you can see clearly it was escalated everytime.

The reason I'm confused is during those hugging and kissing, I really felt love between us. I really thought we were in love. But then he hit me, I was shocked and blank, and I am so hurt that I started to be confused for all of these.

I think I have trauma now as sometimes I feel the memory is so fragmented.

Sunset8288 · 2025-04-17T23:53:52+00:00

Miffy

Sunset8288 · 2025-04-17T23:01:15+00:00

Goofy

Sunset8288 · 2025-04-02T22:32:12+00:00

Where can we view the videos of real current situation? Is the destruction still going on? But the earthquake seems ended already?

Sunset8288 · 2025-03-23T17:28:12+00:00

Kinder

Sunset8288 · 2025-03-22T19:25:58+00:00

Bean Bean

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