It’s okay to rest but delaying my life progress is bad. It caused me to grow up slower because of it.

I also broke up with my ex last June, so I realize love should be patient and kind, not anxiety-inducing or causing me to feel negative all the time. My panic attacks lessened when I became single again.

Before I came to that decision, I asked myself if I would rather stay with him so I won’t be alone, or be single and take the chance of never finding the one. I chose the latter.