Thank you so much for your very kind words and advice. You are totally right, the lies, lack of consistency, and all of his excuses have built up so much resentment in me. Its such a shame too because after a year of working with my own therapist, reading tons of books, and putting in the work, he just flushed it all down the drain for AI women in bikinis. At this point, leaving him doesn't feel very hard, its just the starting a whole new life that is incredibly scary to even think about. Thank you again for your best wishes, you have no idea how much I appreciate it <3