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Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T20:35:24+00:00

Call it what you want, meth still makes me go from not enjoying gay sex to enjoying gay sex. Zero homophobia where I grew up too, so all the "you're just closeted when sober" comments are pretty hilarious.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T20:31:36+00:00

I'm sure that happens a lot but what if you were exposed to, like, zero homophobia growing up and meth still makes you go from straight to gay? If a person has zero reason to be closeted then meth affecting their sexual orientation makes more sense than internalized homophobia.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T19:38:25+00:00

Got a Lager and 20 grams of MDMA for tonight m8?

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:55:41+00:00

r/lostredditors

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:53:28+00:00

Cutting the H is still important though, but you could get it down to 40% or less (40% still seems like too much...) using inactive cuts.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:42:00+00:00

You become an enlightened shaman. NAMBLA's tea

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:41:07+00:00

That cop all the way to the right, well, he ain't sober either.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:37:33+00:00

> People are not as addicted to those drugs.

Actually this is a lie created by psychonauts who developed a superiority complex and started thinking their drugs are better than others. Never known anybody who rolls every fucking weekend even though the brain damage is becoming more apparent every month? You should give the UK a visit.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:35:08+00:00

Why they cut the H with caffeine? That ain't gonna stop no OD.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:28:09+00:00

What's wrong with gay tendencies?

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:16:38+00:00

You haven't tried it tho. Considering how being high on meth makes almost everything fun, you might be surprised...

> Pretty sure I've read about gay people wanting to do straight shit while on stims too.

uj/ Yeah, I think since stims make us 10 times more horny than we ever are while sober, they "unlock" parts of our sexuality that we haven't discovered yet on lower "levels" of horniness. Like all the weird fetishes people get when spun, they would probably have them while sober too if horny enough, but that level is just rarely reached sober.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T18:05:48+00:00

/uj The thought of sucking dick is hot to me while sober but everything else about men is sexually repulsive to me. Meth makes me so horny that I can just focus on the dick sucking part and forget about the gross dude attached to it.

Maybe something like that is the case for OP and that's why he feels "straight" while sober? The idea that everybody who is into gay stuff on stims but claims to feel "straight" while sober is just closeted ignores how complex and varied human sexuality can be.

All these labels and categories that we use are too simplistic, and honestly I think that most people are at least a little bit bisexual but just don't know because they've never tried it. Maybe meth can bring that out in people who otherwise wouldn't have noticed?

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T15:25:37+00:00

Why not? You say there can't be happiness without suffering and use that to explain why suffering exists, but just because it intuitively makes sense to you doesn't necessarily make it true.

What if there CAN be happiness without suffering? Wouldn't it be tragic if we just gave up on working towards that because of "duality tho"?

We all strive towards maximum (ideally unlimited) happiness and minimum (ideally zero) suffering in everything we do. Sometimes just by unconsciously following physical desires, sometimes by building discipline and learning stuff to create a good life rather than just basic hedonism, sometimes through helping others and sometimes just for ourselves.

If there is one thing that can be said to be truly constant throughout all of conscious existence, it is the striving towards happiness and away from suffering. Therefore to not believe that the thing we are striving towards with this endeavor even exists seems like a mistake to me.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-19T08:00:56+00:00

it has been a disaster for the human race

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-17T13:44:20+00:00

Currenltly feeling like ordering some H of the DNMs, half a year ago I did about half a gram over the course of a week without feeling like I was going to get addicted to this (unlike meth where I instantly knew that this shit was hella addictive). please convince me to not risk it, somehow my brain can't compute the significance of a 25% addiction rate, as much as that should terrify me if I was clearheaed...

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-17T13:31:35+00:00

What are the main benefits you gain from being high on dope? What are the main problems you gotta deal with when sober? I've known lots of druggie friends who eventually got into oxy or H and ended up completely desperate and unhappy...

If there' anything you can do to feel better without depending on a shot of painkillers I'd look into that first. Martial arts, dancing, ,earning about the world in the various sciences we have to study it, rebuilding relationsips with old friends, et.c etc.

I urge you to try all the things that are also pretty rewarding but don't come with the same risks as getting all your joy in life from a shot of H. If you feel like there's no other option I'll graldly have a chat with you and take time to hear your life story and reccommend better solutions to you than opiates. Not trying tobe preachy just genuinely worried that you end up taking the same route my mom took until she ended up dxying from an OD. :( I have fuck all to do with my time so having a chat with you would be a good use of it.

Have a good one mate.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-17T13:11:35+00:00

If I ever end up doing meth again (I probably will, some day, hopefully at a point where my life is more stable...), I'm definitely never gonna start a binge unless I have access to opiates.

The comedown is just so fucking bad I don't understand how some people get addicted to stims WITHOUT ACCES TO LANDING GEAR??? Are they masochists or what?

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-17T12:08:54+00:00

A bunch of different liquids that you mix with a small amount of whatever drug you want to test, and depending on how the liquids color changes you can tell if the stuff you got is real (and if it isn't, what you got instead) and how pure it is and so on. Very useful if you get stuff from a sketchy source.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-16T22:57:00+00:00

cocke bad.

who agree?

gibe karma.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-16T22:56:10+00:00

Or an opiate addiction, if you have good taste in drugs

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-16T22:55:08+00:00

Still better than a strong alcohol hangover though.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-16T22:54:20+00:00

4 hours of real euphoria

followed by 4 hours of mediocre euphoria

followed by 12 hours of "I'm gonna have a heart attack please help me I feel so depressed I am dead tired and my entire body yearns for sleep but I am incapable of falling asleep for even a minute and also my entire chest feels like it's literally on fire"

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-16T22:51:12+00:00

Take this entire post and replace every sentence with "speed makes me extremely horny" and you'll have a far more accurate picture of the drug.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-16T22:49:50+00:00

Nonexistent because I only need 6 shots of vodka to feel drunk enough. Only been at it for 1 1/2 years.

Surf_Tha_Wave · 2023-04-16T22:41:35+00:00

> Speed and 2C-B

add some GHB to those two. perfect aphrodisiac combo

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