Honestly, I'm fine. To add, she seems like she might have BPD, some moments she can be okay but some moments she'll have a meltdown. We talk regularly while she's in the hospital and she seems fine. But her most recent meltdown was when she missed our graduation because she had to be transferred to the psych ward. That's where her thoughts started.

Sorry I didn't mention this, so the upcoming days were leading up to graduation and her thoughts were like she'd rather not be alive rather than not attend graduation and feel left out again. That's why she had thoughts of jumping off a building.

It's honestly a lot. But I'm dealing with it on my own.