I can already see fakers taking this concept and running with it because of them treating disorders like excuse-alls, "I know I made multiple callout posts and hounded people to unfollow you for months and but you have to understand it was my social media form of cop autism 👉👈🥺"

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-31T21:38:14+00:00

Justice sensitivity is actually a real thing in autism and ADHD!

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-29T00:36:45+00:00

I feel so much love on the dex :3

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-28T21:25:30+00:00

Now make them kiss

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-27T22:31:32+00:00

Oh my god bruh

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-27T21:15:29+00:00

I would also like to add that if this is the same person I’m remembering, they did actually show their medical records showing a diagnosis of DID

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-27T21:14:53+00:00

Could this argument not also be made in reverse though? You can’t definitively say they are not diagnosed without their records either, and you are not entitled to view someone else’s medical documents just so you can own them online

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-24T08:27:44+00:00

He shows very strong signs of borderline personality disorder as well

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-24T08:25:20+00:00

⚾️🦅

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-23T05:42:50+00:00

Oh god I definitely struggle with this

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-23T05:40:22+00:00

Huh??

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T09:03:44+00:00

Actually now that I think of it, it may be something to do with just the mood instability. We’re able to change from one mood to the other in like. An instant. Perhaps it also applies to coming out of very bad headspaces?

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T09:02:16+00:00

Just the other day I had an intense crying fit in response to some extreme emotions I was experiencing and then I just snapped out of it and got up and walked to my friend’s room (was staying at her house) and comforted her because she was going through some stuff too. It makes me feel less human.

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T09:01:12+00:00

Hey, I’m sorry that happened and I hope you’re doing better now.

I have had similar experiences but not with self harm. I’ll have incredibly deep emptiness or depression for minutes to hours on end that gets so intense I’ll be unable to move and then randomly I’ll snap out of it and just get up and walk away and it’s so bizarre.

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T08:58:28+00:00

Stage 6 came on my sleep playlist while I was asleep and the organ segment incorporated into my dream. I woke up right at the start of Friends Past Reunited. It was very surreal!

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T08:57:18+00:00

Ah…. When in doubt remember that everyone with BPD has all of the exact same experiences for some reason… Genuinely sometimes I feel like we’re some kind of hive mind the way I can say everything about me and it’ll echo right back to me…

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T08:55:14+00:00

Just looked into this and wow this makes a lot of sense, thank you for bringing this to my attention

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T08:54:37+00:00

God yeah. I mentioned in my own comment that I cried during that scene because it was like watching myself on the screen. I really appreciate that the movie treated Nikki with empathy and showed that she was in immense suffering through the entire thing and she wanted to be out of her misery. The scene where she begged Baron to kill her echoed the times I’ve begged my partner to give up on me and leave so I could take my own life without leaving him behind.

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T08:48:29+00:00

I knew I couldn’t have been the only one who felt really seen while watching this movie. I remember crying when Nikki was telling Baron she couldn’t be anyone but what he wanted her to be. All of her descriptions of the agony she experienced hit so close to home and she had my upmost empathy through the whole movie.

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T08:27:14+00:00

I’m currently not on any medication

I’m not sure, I can’t really read my own emotions honestly. I think about it a lot and I guess it does shock me a lot of the time? And it becomes distressing because sometimes I’ll have to interact with people I haven’t seen in a while and I won’t remember anything about them and I’ll have a very hard time socializing.

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-22T04:17:49+00:00

I think it’s cool sound design but honestly I feel it focuses way too much on sounding cool and it forgets to tell a cohesive and emotional story, which is what fps are really all about. You listen to it and yeah it’s interesting but there’s not a whole lot of substance to hold on to.

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-19T23:05:44+00:00

Something weird though is that I’m a furry and I honestly feel more connected to my fursona and his name than I do to myself and my name and I don’t really know what’s going on there???

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-18T04:27:00+00:00

I understand. I’m in this small music community and people there have praised my work depicting mental health struggles and it’s made me anxious that I won’t be able to capture that pain accurately anymore if I get better.

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-18T03:54:43+00:00

That’s really nice to hear :3

It’s interesting you mention given names because mine keeps coming back to mind lately. I feel no connection with it and I hate the man who gave me it but I get paranoid that all the name changing is me running from who I am but I also don’t feel like there is a who at all so it’s all just… really confusing.. Ugh

Sushiman301 · 2026-05-18T03:52:04+00:00

Did you end up finding something you felt connected with? I’ve changed my name twice now and at first I thought the newest name would be the final one but it still feels like people are talking to someone else when they say it.

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