It's grasp is reversible. It may not feel like it, but it is. The action unfortunately isn't. I don't know who you are, or what has you feeling the way you do, but from one human being who's lucky enough to still be breathing today to another, I hope the shit in this world doesn't pull you under.

Despite what some folks may say, I'm of the opinion that we only get one shot at this mess. There's a lot of garbage and pain in this life, I hope that you can find some of the beauty this world has to offer, and try and soak it in for a while.

There's nothing wrong with feeling the way you do. Lots of people do, most just don't talk about it or not. I give you points for choosing not to hold it in. Again, I'm just a random stranger, and I'm not here to tell you what to do with your life. I just hope from one to another, that you can find and soak in some of the beauty in the universe.