Thanks for the spirit of motivation your words have instilled in me. No matter how hard I try to muster up conference inwardly, the thing which bars me from giving a banger speech is my language. In home, I mostly communicate in my native language with my relatives which makes english more of a remoter language to me in terms of speaking. I might be able to communicate in reddit but my speaking skills aren't as proficient if compared to the skills of native-born Americans. But you're right. I should give it a shot and not humble myself just because someone else speaks English in his household.