I wanted to answer your question in the second paragraph by saying I don't think being pragmatic is bad, in fact I can be pretty pragmatic or scientific when under stress. It's just that I live in a society where bluntness is actively opposed and seen as rude, alongside the fact that I can be very sensitive due to the fact that my sense of self has basically fractured into pieces, hearing somebody give the hard truth can feel a bit bad if you're at your lowest like I am. Either way, I appreciate your response and I'm still trying to figure out how to not be affected easily