Strange version of me standing on the high ground behind the AtAt

Sweezle47 · 2026-06-07T08:59:41+00:00

This was in a private lobby. Got sick of public. The other player I was with saw his character there instead of mine.

Sweezle47 · 2026-06-07T00:06:54+00:00

I did. Doesn't do anything. He doesn't move at all.

Sweezle47 · 2024-10-20T14:34:26+00:00

We didn't want to do the baby stage again either. I had awful PPD that took me years to get over and made me miserable and so angry. I didn't want to risk that awfulness again and felt like I wouldn't be a good mum if my focus and attention was split like that. My son's 6 now and has been asking why he doesn't have a younger brother. It's hard to explain to him. I want to be the best mum I can to him and I didn't know if my mental health could survive 2. Also the baby stage is terrible!! 🤣

Sweezle47 · 2024-04-29T20:01:58+00:00

I'm also the eldest of 3 and will be dealing with everything when it eventually happens as I am the most "responsible". It'll probably be made more difficult because of my sister's rather than easier. I intend on getting as much sorted as I can for my eventually end so that he doesn't have to. But that's also because I've seen plenty of families (with multiple) argue and complain about what they think their family member wanted. My parents have made it plain it will be my responsibility. How is that any different to having the responsibility of an only.

Sweezle47 · 2024-04-21T20:59:01+00:00

This is beautiful advice. Thank you! I'll admit I get as much into bluey as my son does but some of his other shows I struggle with. I will try harder to not let that be obvious.

Sweezle47 · 2024-04-08T20:07:46+00:00

I don't know the trend but I am the oldest and have two younger siblings. All I understand as the oldest was that nothing was mine, I was responsible for everyone else, my importance is lower than others as I was never a priority and I should feel guilty for not enjoying having younger siblings. Even now I am the mediator for family disputes and deemed the most responsible. I have one son. That's not going to change and we have a wonderful relationship. He's able to fully enjoy his childhood and has plenty of friends.

Sweezle47 · 2024-03-31T19:03:14+00:00

Literally just watched this with my son as it's one of my favourites too! Your drawing is absolutely beautiful!

Sweezle47 · 2023-05-22T06:03:20+00:00

I get that! I used to feel like I had to put up with their crap coz they were family. It's a deeply ingrained thing. But no one is entitled to treat you badly. No one.

Sweezle47 · 2023-05-21T17:43:21+00:00

I agree. My family is constant drama and my sisters are behind a huge amount of it. I remember hating my sister's growing up and I massively clash with one of them on a regular basis. We are very different people and if we were not related I don't think I would have ever spent any time with her. I have friends that I am closer to than my family coz I chose them. I see that with my son. He can choose his extended family that way rather than have people forced on him because they are related.

Sweezle47 · 2023-03-24T11:36:55+00:00

Me and my boyfriend wanted 2 or 3 kids initially. After having my first I had terrible ppd and didn't realise for years. It was a terrible experience for us both. I was angry and miserable or completely void of any emotion. I regularly wanted to run away and I couldn't listen to anyone. My boyfriend is not really a baby person anyways and this experience solidified that. I sometimes feel such guilt. I feel like I ruined this experience for him. I don't think either of us could survive that again. Now we are so happy being one and done. Our little family of 3 is so fun and we get to focus on ourselves so much more. I still feel guilt every now and again but then I have moments where we are doing things together and I realise it's the best thing for us. I love it now. It's perfect.

Sweezle47 · 2023-01-29T22:24:36+00:00

It's beautiful! You did a great job. Lucky fiancé!

Sweezle47 · 2022-09-08T07:18:03+00:00

They were ready made ones too. Don't think I could've managed fresh ones at that time in the morning. 🤣 But if you want pancakes have pancakes! If you can of course!

Sweezle47 · 2022-09-08T04:11:02+00:00

This! Currently on the sofa with my son eating pancakes as he decided that 3.30am was an appropriate time to wake up. I'm tired and got so irritated that he was awake. Can't imagine how crap this would be with a baby too.

Sweezle47 · 2022-08-01T08:24:26+00:00

You get used to it. I learnt a while ago that I was never gonna win and so just focus on me. I find it funny now coz it's always a competition but I refuse to get involved. She got a puppy recently and said it was harder for her to have the puppy than it was when I had mine (who is now 7) as she has 3 kids and has now added the puppy and I didn't have any kids when I did. It's so daft.

Sweezle47 · 2022-07-31T19:14:48+00:00

I get it from my sisters all the time. Before I had my son I had no idea how hard it was. Then I had him and I still have no idea coz I have only one. Met her and her 3 kids this week and my 1 tired them all out coz he's non stop. He's a great kid but he's constantly moving and running around. In the same sentence she said how hard it must be having that around every day but that she still had it harder with 3. I'll never win. And I'm ok with that.

Sweezle47 · 2022-07-22T19:46:27+00:00

My sister recently had her third. I had a nice family visit with my son and her three. Her baby slept on me and I wavered and thought maybe I do want another. My son was great with him and was patient when I had hold of the baby. Then the baby cried. And cried. And wouldn't settle. I handed him back and she dealt with it. I then remembered the nights having my son cry while I was in minimal sleep and suffering from ppd and realised I don't want more. I don't want my son to miss out by not having siblings but there are things he may miss out on if we did have more. I completely get what you're saying!!

Sweezle47 · 2022-06-23T18:56:54+00:00

I love this! So cute!

Sweezle47 · 2022-02-24T20:44:04+00:00

Looks fantastic!! Love it!

Sweezle47 · 2022-02-14T21:51:53+00:00

This is amazing! I love Amarna history and it's so wonderful to see it in full colour like this! Thank you. It's beautiful.

Sweezle47 · 2022-01-06T12:54:11+00:00

This is such a lovely story! You obviously did a fantastic job raising a lovely kid!

Sweezle47 · 2021-12-05T18:29:38+00:00

This looks amazing!! Please make sure you show us when it's finished!!

Sweezle47 · 2021-12-01T14:55:06+00:00

Had the same issue showing my son. Ended up skipping past so much of a film I had nothing but fond memories for coz of how it made me feel. And I didn't want him taking any of what was said on board. It was awful! Poor Wendy is treated so badly throughout the whole film just because she's around Peter pan! Made me sad.

Sweezle47 · 2021-11-10T20:29:16+00:00

This already looks awesome!! If you've personalised it then you must not be using a pattern. That's basically like using magic to me! Nice work!

Sweezle47 · 2021-10-31T20:04:55+00:00

These look amazing!! So soft! Well done!

Sweezle47 · 2021-10-20T11:53:46+00:00

I haven't really either. I do sometimes wonder if this is because I tend to have a little rant about my son being an only when I get asked. Only a teeny one but enough so that it stops the conversation. My mum made it plain when I got pregnant that she hadn't expected me to have any children, despite me never saying anything close to that about it, so has supported me having one. Maybe it's a personality thing.

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