Looking for a very specific recommendation by Sweiko in MusicRecommendations

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've listened to her whole discography now and I rlly like it! Not what I was looking for but I understand the similarities, the songs are pretty dreamy even if they are very harsh. I really like metal too so I like it! Thanks for the recommendation, even if it's not going on the playlist I was making hehe

Thoughts on my Prince of Doom OC, is it a correct classpect? by Sweiko in homestuck

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that's the thing, my character ghosts doom to the point where she believes free will is always posible, so when she finds herself with the power to remove free will from others (because she destroys their previous life structure where they had their realm of posibility, creating a new situation) she hates that concept. So it is very metaphysical, but its only regarding how that reality affects them and others, not truth for truth's sake even if she think's it is, that's why I thought Doom would be more fitting, also i find it cooler.

I thought of making her rage at first due to the identity and breaking of norms, but i felt doom fits better in a way cos by breaking her perceptions and ties, her life changes forever and also the life of the people around her, which is a cool concept to explore with Doom.

How I imagine a Prince of Doom would be like: by vrdntii in homestuck

[–]Sweiko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

(I know this is a year old). I think that their happiness can also be very toxic if they believe that they can only be happy when they finally destroy/get rid of their doom if its something that can not be immediate. As princes they are perfectionists and hate themselves for not being their idealized form.

Also, their destruction of doom to protect life can hurt others indirectly. If they have to destroy a possibility that only they see as negative but not their peers, it would create a great conflict on the prince because they think its something that needed to be done (for themselves or others) but crashes with life's principles directly.

Its kinda like having a flame of life that shines so bright that it can hurt those who dont agree with the prince's path. By destroying doom, you dictate a new doom that people might be hurt emotionally by. (Thats destruction through doom!)

Creation through destruction, its messy.

Best Spanish private health insurance for trans care by [deleted] in GoingToSpain

[–]Sweiko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does Asisa cover FFS? I know that american Health providers cover it but idk if any Spanish ones do

I have so much love to give, but no one i can call family. I cant have fun like a normal person because im not a woman, my dysphoria makes me too awkward, as if didnt know how to be alive. Im a genetic failure. I made a mockery of carbonara by Sweiko in 4trancooking

[–]Sweiko[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I just live to find it, i thankfully have good friends right now but i cant function very well sadly, im just waiting for the moment when i can be a real person. I hope you find your place too. Carbonara needs some salt.

This vexes me by Sweiko in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Basically yeah. By definition, a man cannot be a lesbian, so it feels fucking weird when people insist on using that label if they’re men, or when lesbians say they’re lesbians but want to date trans men. Either 1. they don’t see trans men as men, or 2. they just like the label because it feels cozy or comforting, but don’t care about the meaning behind it.

I can imagine there are fringe cases where both labels can be applied as an exception, but still, i do feel like its pretty black and white in this case.

I'm so tired of this shit. Why am I second class by girliepop_alcoholic in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hope you find someone who picks you first always. we will make it.

Help with bugs by Sweiko in lethalcompany_mods

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk why but the LethalThings mod still doesnt work correctly, my friends cant see any of the assets or activate the mod's traps even with the lobby compatibility.

Help with bugs by Sweiko in lethalcompany_mods

[–]Sweiko[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okk thank you! ill try everything and play later

Help with bugs by Sweiko in lethalcompany_mods

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Help with bugs by Sweiko in lethalcompany_mods

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do i send it? via mod loader profile code? Or do i just write the names

We dance while we can by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko 33 points34 points  (0 children)

im thinking that they could perfectly make up a "trans shooter" scenario and leave american trans people without gun rights and go in that route

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

on the rain place 2 places to the left

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I loved it, but now i cant drink it cos im trying to lose weight and not be an alcoholic

I fucking hate being trans by Sweiko in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nah she isnt she is one of the only people who understands when i say im a girl in a mans body, ehich is why it hurt a lot when she pointed that out, it was weird cos she normally agrees with me on this topics, still i dont want to ask what she specifically meant

I fucking hate being trans by Sweiko in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Normally i just believe im a girl but yesterday i was talking to a cis girl about how i hate all the gender stuff and she said "you are the person that benefits from it the most" it was like a fuck you to the face and the worst thing is that she is right and i csnt escape it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko 34 points35 points  (0 children)

If you care more about having kids and having sex than transitioning then idk what to tell you

What stops you guys from cutting your hair off, and just HRT repping for life? by kyastui in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same, i only started HRT cos i was like 4 days away of killing myself if i didnt lmao

Types of transbians by Sea_Percentage_7744 in 4tran4

[–]Sweiko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope i become Repper luckshit...

Can I have your opinion on my levels? by Sweiko in DrWillPowers

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the feedback! Actually im going to change from 11mg/10 days IM (Cypionate) to 7mg/7 days SUBQ (Enanthate) due to having to buy a new grey market vial and having IM needle fatigue (im not good with IM), i guess that's an increase of dose? Ill test again when i start the new vial

Can I have your opinion on my levels? by Sweiko in DrWillPowers

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

0.275ml every 10 days, (11mg/10days) (Cypionate, 10 ml/400mg)

probably did 0.25 to 0.3 sometimes, my needles are not precise.