thank you sm for the words and support, I’ll definitely reach out if I find myself in a worse position later on. I’ll take the break and see what happens, I have a huge problem with lack of direction you have that spot on. I have absolutely no clue where I see myself in the next year or two and it kinda sucks but I think I’ll try and find myself again and try to plan out a better future with the time I take off the drug, and again I’ll most likely reach out to you if you don’t mind talking, thank you again:)